DoN.T jUdgE a BoObS bY itS bRa ;)

time.

2009-10-27T02:28:00.001+08:00

what's next.

2008-08-14T21:26:00.000+08:00

) =

sigh.

2008-08-08T00:30:00.006+08:00

today.

it felt like i lost a friend.

a friend who used to be a boyfriend, a somebody closest person to me next to my family and bestfriends.

somehow, it felt like a ~~break up~~ once again.

just this time.

it doesn.t hurt that badly. but it still hurts.

i am sorry for causing all the sleepless night, the 5kg lost of weight *wow, number 5, i freaking see you everywhere i go*, bruises on ur hand or head if there were any.

if only you realised it before i asked if this was what you really wanted, and if you will regret.

if only u gave it a deeper thought.

i guess we won.t be where we are now.

we prolly be back at how we were 2 yrs ago.

but i guess nobody ever learns to appreciate till they know what they.ve lost.

i learnt to appreciate, to change and to do my very best for this relationship. for the last few months when we were together, it felt like i was fighting alone, i was doing everything for myself, and not us.

was there even still a us back than?

laughoutloud, i guess you know the answer yourself.

what hurts the most is that.

why when i wanted it so freaking badly, you just quit on me. just-like-that. without even telling me why.

and why when all i want is for us to be friends, i am being accused of being cold-hearted for being able to let go of 20months in 1month.

i only did what was best for myself. regardless of what.ll happen in the future.

say if today, you were to tell me you had a new girlfriend, with where i am now, i think i won.t be so much affected by it?

but if i chose to hang on, i think i.ll prolly die hearing that news.

i made that decision not because of any other person.

its just simply because. i don.t think you.ve changed. and yes i know u did alot of things to try to gain my trust and everything back. but. i am just not willing to even try to work for it anymore.

i was happy to see that rose, never thought u.d give me one anymore. but. its just not the same.

i.m tired of getting hurt by the same person over and over again.

i don.t give a shit about what people would say. "if she can let go, it.d mean that you meant absolutely NOTHING to her!"

whether he meant something or nothing, i know myself, he.d know himself.

its just that when its over, even if somebody mean something to you, you.d do what.s best for yourself.

i wasn.t the one who chose our division and broke us apart, i tried to mend it, i tried waiting.

but the more i try, the harder i want to put everything back together, the longer i wait, it hurts me deeper and deeper.

the pain got so unbearable than i became totally numb at one point where nothing will ever make me sad anymore.

i still remember how that heart-breaking feeling felt.

nobody ever said letting go was easy. i never said i let go entirely. i just said i know what i want and i am still letting go.

&& i still believe that if its meant to be than it.ll be.

2008-08-04T22:30:00.001+08:00

i know what i want.

but do you?

sighs.

&& yes, i want you 'boyfriend'.

the last.

2008-06-20T02:45:00.004+08:00

my life had always always been about you.ryanfooshikai

i can.t believe, your not gonna be part of it anymore.

now all the decision and choices i make, will only be me me and me and no more me and you.

its just. so. not fair. and i need way alot of geting used to to be done. long sigh*

did we just lose it all? just that like?

sighs. goodbye honeymoon in japan. goodbye studying in aussie together. goodbye broken promises and empty lies.

but if your love for me were to be a ~~lie~~, than i guess i.d rather not be in it.

this is just too much to bear. too much :(

invisible.

2008-06-20T00:19:00.005+08:00

hello emo blog. :(

yes. i am damn chat emo now. thats why i am here. sighs.

why can.t you just tell me how your feeling instead.

why does things always have to end up this way.

1st-ly, since when the hell i didn.t let/like it when you go out with ur bff. hello? i am not brainless ok. i just don.t like it. when say we are fighting over something. and you just leave. just like that. and than when ur back. u tell me its bed time. well, i never liked dragging stuff overnight, and i believe in solving everysingledamnthing before bed.

well, yes, i admit i was abit weird last year. but i do learn from my mistakes. i fcuking appreciate everything you did.

2nd-ly, i BLOODY HELL NEVER insisted we be in the same classes. well, i don.t deny i wish we can be in same classes. but hey, if you didn.t wanted. i.d respect ur decision. its all about giving and taking in a relationship right?

well, i know we once fought over it. and i wanted to change classes immediately, but did you allow? no. you even showed me the "i was just joking about different classes thingy last night, and now i wan you to change class with me k" face and smile. urgh. i donno how to describe la. but if u recall. u.d know.

3rd-ly, well yes. i don.t like it when you go clubs. with xxx. but all the other times? i asked you to go with ur friends. even when ur asleep, your friends asked me to inform you, & i did.

4th-ly, i remember very damn well, on new years eve, i asked you super damn kao alot of times if u were sure u wanna go for the bbq thing with me instead of spending time with ur friends. you said. YES. cause u didn.t had the mood to go out at all cause you were sick. well, you were quite sick that night. but. sighs.

it doesn.t matter you know. seriously. if you wanted to go out with them. cause if i were you. i would wanna spend new yrs eve with my friends too. but if i get to choose i.d spend it with both my friends and boyf. sighs.

5th-ly, i remember asking you to join your friends during classes or break time. but you said its ok. if you want to you could.ve just went and sit with them la ok. its not like we talk non stop during class or when we are eating. URGH.

6th-ly, can you stop assuming how will i feel if you did this, or that, or that. and therefore do things you don.t like and keep everything to yourself. i just don.t understand it. why can.t you tell me what are you really really thinking about. :(

7th-ly, did you think everytime when i told you i wanted to drive alone i was joking? i asked you for a reason. because i simply know if you see too much of me and everything u.d go crazy. well, its you. but did you allow? nooooo. simply because you say i drive like a mad person and u duwan anything to happen to me. sighs

8th, why the hell am i doing this. well, maybe because i still love you too much to believe whats happening is true. well. i mean. i do accept half of it. but i don.t believe a single thing you said.

i just know. the real reason isn.t what you told me. thats all i know. sighs. :(

deep down inside, i still love you.

2007-12-20T13:48:00.000+08:00

and so. i checked my results yesterday. though TER of 90.85 seems good. but but. its actually not as awesome as it seems. its like worst that i expected. okay. i admit i thought i will get a higher TER.

no. i didn.t get a 18 for malay. neither did i get a 17 for econs. :( sighs.

but i guess i did my best?

and thats all that matter. ;)

2007-12-11T00:52:00.000+08:00

although you sometimes drive me up the wall.

make me sad and tear.

but at the end of the day.
you.ll sayang me back and wipe my tears away.

lalala~

i am sorry for all the fights we had when i just came back from family trip.
but i am glad its all over now and we are all lovey dovey again.

mwahs.

thanks for everything you.ve done.

&& i love you retard. (:

disappointed

2007-11-29T01:34:00.000+08:00

so you are disappointed. big deal. as if i.m not. i can.t believe you hung up on me. oh well. it doesn.t matter anyway kan? i am NOT your girlfriend. so why even bother.

you know what.i seriously think that we are so not meant to be.

nothing i did was ever right in ur eyes. NOTHING at all.

so i guess this is goodbye.

you deserve someone better. someone other than me. someone that will never disappoint you.

yes. i know i am useless and hopeless.

sorry for hurting you.

sorry for everything. i guess it wasn.t enough.

i believe you are definitely better off without me.

have fun living without me.

i hate the fact that i still love you.

but i believe love isn.t supposed to be this way.

no you did not screw up. i did. it happens all the time anyways.

i know i am not good enough. i am sorry.

but you know what. i need my freedom too. and my friends.

maybe things changed. we just didn.t wanna accept it.

i am sorry it had to end this way.

maybe it is the best way out.

goodbye my love.

zomfgwthbbq xD

2007-11-10T19:15:00.000+08:00

since my blog is dead. i have a not-so-brilliant-idea to do with this blog. i shall blog here whenever bitches messes with me/any of my dahlings. ;)

to you.
oh so lifeless fcuking pathetic childish bitch.

stop messing with people.s life and talking bullcockshit when u know nothing.

stop acting like you really love someone when actually u want another person.

just leave darling kiwi alone already.

good for you that ur friends are ditching you.

perhaps u should know the problem lies in you.

so stop blaming other people or pushing faults to them already.

you fcuking hit puberty ady. so please grow up. stop acting like a goddamn kiddo.

tagGed

2007-11-10T15:40:00.000+08:00

its been a longg time since i ever updated here. so since i have nothing to do. i mean. i actually need to study. but heck. just gonna do the tag by zhu xiao. <33

1. Who was the last person to call you baby?
sanjay :D

2. When shopping at the grocery store, do you return your cart?
i hardly even use the cart. but if i do. of cuz. wait. by return u mean returning it to its original place or just leaving it aside? sides, why would i wanna bring a cart home? play shopping at home? no thanks.

3. If you had to kiss the last person you kissed, would you?
haha. do i have a choice? i think i will. ;p
OF CUZ I WILL!

4. Has someone ever sang a song to you?
someone promised to sing while playing the guitar for me on my birthday. :(

5. Do you play Sudoku?
No! it sucks. prolly cuz i donno how it works. and i think its a waste of time. haha.

6. If abandoned alone in the wilderness would you survive?
i don.t think so~ haha.

7. If your house was on fire, what would be the first thing you would do?
tell my famile and than grab my fav clothes, lingeries, soft toys, bolster, handphone and stuff. xD

8. Who was the last person you shared a bed with?
the "twin".;)

9. Who do you text the most?
besties of cuz. and mean girl too. yeah. i know its damn expensive to msg australia. but i am used to it anyways. haha.

10. Who last said they loved you?
hmms. i think it was soppiebi! angelbi loves you too! <3~

11. What color are your eyes?
black.

12. How tall are you?
151cm short. :(

13. Do you like your parents?
hell no. i love them!! XDD

14. Do you secretly like someone?
u mean like as in love kinda like or normal kinda like? anyways. its none. haha.

15. Why did your last relationship end?
maybe cuz it wasn.t meant to be? WTF

16. Who was the last person you said you loved on the phone?
ryan. -.-

17. Favorite ex?
neh. the one. haha. the one which made the relationship like a fairytale. :) my angel. haha.

18. Where was the furthest place you traveled?
Japan?

19. Do you like mustard?
haven tried it. :/

20. Do you prefer to sleep or eat?
can i have both? need them both to grow fatter. xD

21. Do you look like your mom or dad?
i think i look like both. duh. they lahirkan me wan right? -.-
dad: skinny, boney.
mum:short.

22. How long does it take you in the shower?
hmms. not that long. prolly 10-15 mins? i don.t play in there anymore u know. but i miss my bath tub though. haha.

23. Can you do splits?
when i was young. yeah. i was selected to go for some dance thingy. but i rejected. ngek~

24. What movie do you want to see right now?
so many!! but right NOW. i just wanna sleep. its raining. nice atmosphere. ;)

25. Do you think The Grudge was crappy?
what makes u think i.ve watched it. haha.

26. Was your mom a cheerleader?
haha. i don.t think so. lols. (:

27. What's the last letter of your middle name?
asian : soo yong xiang. so last letter of my middle name is g.
britian : yongxiang soo. no middle name. but wait. i reemmbered saying emo is my middle name. so i guess its an o! haha. xD

28. How many hours of sleep do you get a night?
exam day : less than 5.
normal day: hmms. i.ve no idea. cuz i.d wake up. eat for 10-20 mins. and sleep again. and i.d be sleeping the whole day. haha.

29. Do you like care bears?
yeah. they are super comel. (:

30. Do you hate chocolate?
no way. i loveee em. which reminds me. i gotta send my shopping list to darling mean girl. <3 don.t forget my frog choco. xDD

31. What do you and your parents fight about the most?
i don.t remember us fighting ever since last year? hahaha

32. Are you a gullible person?
haha. i don.t think so. wait. maybe i am. -.-

33. Do you need a boyfriend/girlfriend to be happy?
not really but i need both. :) but i love my girlfriends moree. guys are dumb. ;D

34. Are you easy to get along with?
it depends. i can be a pain in the ass for some people. haha. it all depends on the way u treat me.

35. What is your favorite time of day?
err. bedtime? hahaha.

36. Are you a generally happy person?
maybe yes. and maybe no. it depends. different day different mood. but overall. i think i am a happy person. :)

37. 4 ppl to do this:
if you ever reads my blog again. here goes :
`yong hui
`mellie
`darling besties
`junjie *balas dendam. xD*

one year. . .

2007-09-10T23:44:00.000+08:00

what does it even means.

i do not know anymore.

whats the point of going so far.

2007-08-31T20:04:00.000+08:00

i think my blog very dead ady.. x(

anyways, happy merdeka ya'll..
i am sure everyone had fun partaying/clubbing yesterday..

well, good reason to stay out ma kan? ;)

as for moi, i stayed home..
damn good girl horr..

yeah right..

kiss my ass..

aiyoo.. ghost month marr..

so duwan go out..

-.-

self comforting..

but luckily didn.t had any plans..

period.

wanna go eat dinner adyy..

i am hungryyyy.. :)

Multiple angle

2007-08-24T21:21:00.000+08:00

wanna know what the tittle means?

click *HerE
;)

its based on real life story

and yesh, the writer is no other than my sister..

enjoy the firrst part of the story..
*wait, will there even be a 2nd part? :S*
anyways, just enjoy it laa..

its entertaining..

bYe ByE~

2007-08-19T22:10:00.000+08:00

my sis.s jap girl just went back yesterday night..

i thought i took aLOT of photos with her..

but sadly..

i only found one..

waaaa..

everyone, meet Ayami.

we are at the fish pond..
i donno what happened to the water..
it turned green recently..

-.-
oh yesh, in case u didn.t know..
i have a DOG..
:)
but i am scared of it..
:/

the reason i uploaded this photo is bcuz i am in the background..
which makes the 2nd photo i sort of took with her..
-.-
the car in the middle was supposed to be my honda civic..
boohoo :(
yes, she is having fun with the psp..
while i was trying to sleep..
yeap..
3rd photo with her! ;)

their group photo..
check out the girl with the heart shape bag, the bag is damn obvious, so unles ur blind, u should be able to spot her.
anywee, her bag was super overweight, and when they re-pack her bag in the airport, there was even hanger in them..
o.O
damn wtff..
the girl beside her, is super pathetic, she took out a super big handkerchief and started crying..
like non stop okayh..
siao wan..
and the handkerchief was damnn big..
i think it is as big as my body..
i know i have a small body, but for a handkerchief's size, its effing big hou mou..
~_~

the last sight of her..
oh yeah, she teared..
;'(

will blog about what i did yesterday soon..

p s ♥ i have got a new toy!! xD

Pat pAt sTaBbEd me!!

2007-08-12T16:01:00.000+08:00

INSTRUCTION:

Bold the statements that are true to you.

Italicize the statements that you WISH are true.

Leave the fibs alone.

Then, stab 5 people to do the same test.

1) I miss somebody right now.

2) I do not watch tv these days.

3) I wear glasses or contact lenses.

4) I love to play video games.

5) I have tried marijuana.

6) I have been in a threesome.

7) I believe honesty is usually the best policy.

8) I have changed mentally over the last year.

9) I curse.

10) I am totally smart.

11) I’ve broken someone’s bones.

12) I am paranoid sometimes.

13) I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.

14) I need money right now.

15) I love sushi.

16) I talk really, really fast.

17) I have long hair.

18) I have lost money in Las Vegas.

19) I have at least one sibling.

20) I have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyelashes in the past.

21) I couldn't survive without Caller ID.

22) I like the way I look.

23) I am usually pessimistic.

24) I have a lot of mood swings.

25) I have a hidden talent.

26) I am always hyper.

27) I have a lot of friends.

28) I have pecked someone of the same sex.

29) I enjoy talking on the phone.

30) I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants.

31) I love to shop.

32) Enjoy window shopping.

33) I would rather shop than eat.

34) I don't hate anyone.

35) I am a pretty good dancer.

36) I am completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother.

37) I have a cell phone.

38) I believe in God.

39) I am an adrenaline junkie.

40) I watch MTV on a daily basis.

41) I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months.

42) I have rejected someone before.

43) I want to have children in the future.

44) I have changed a diaper before.

45) I have called the cops on a friend before.

46) I am not allergic to anything.

47) I have a lot to learn.

48) I am shy around members with the opposite sexs.

49) I have made a move on a friends significant other or crush in the past.

50) I have tried alcohol before.

51) I own the South Park movie.

52) I would die for my best friend.

53) I think that Pizza Hut has the best pizza.

54) I have used my sexuality to advance my career.

55) I love Michael Jackson, scandals and all.

56) Halloween is awesome because you get free candy.

57) I watch Spongebob Squarepants and I like it.

58) I am happy at this moment!

59) I am obsessed with girls/guys.

60) I tie my shoelaces differently from anyone I've ever met.

61) I study for tests most of the time.

62) I am comfortable with who I am right now.

63) I have more than just my ears pierced.

64) I walk barefoot wherever I can.

65) I have jumped off a bridge.

66) I love sea turtles.

67) I spend ridiculous money on makeup.

68) Plan on achieving a major goaldream.

69) I am proficient in a musical instrument.

70) I hate office jobs

.71) I love sci-fi movies.

72) I think water rules.

73) I went college out of state.

74) I like sausages.

75) I love kisses.

76) I fall for the worst people.

77) I adore bright colours.

78) I cant live without black eyeliner.

79) I dont know why the hell I just did this stupid thing.

80) I usually like covers better than originals.

81) I can pick up things with my toes.

82) I can whistle.

83) I can move my tongue in waves, much like a snakes slither.

84) I have ridden/owned a horse.

85) I still have every journal I've written in.

86) I can stick to a diet.

87) I talk in my sleep.

88) I try to forget things by drowning them out with loads of distractions.

89) I have jazz in my blood.

90) Climbing trees is a brilliant past-time.

91) I wear a toe ring.

92) I can't stand at LEAST one person that I work with.

93) I am a caffeine junkie.

94) I cosplay or know what cosplaying is.

95) I have been to over 15 conventions.

96) I will collect anything, and the more nonsensical the better.

97) I am an artist.

98) I only clean my room when necessary.

99) I like a person of the same sex.

100) I love being happy.

I stab :

`jingjing

`darling chuen

`besties (ur blog is soooo deaddd)

`hui

`suk munn

BeLoVed sOpPieBi and ZaCk,

2007-08-11T16:54:00.000+08:00

HapPy oNe yeaR aNnIversary :)

you guys made it..

so proud and happy for the both of you.. xD

i enjoy looking at this photo.. =)

don.t u think they look like husband and wife?

they both got same smile wan..

xDD

*mY emO moE pLace

2007-08-10T23:19:00.000+08:00

my xanga is aLive again!! :)

hehe..

so proud..

find the link yourself la har..

;)

aah, thanks to baby pat, i now have 3 undone tags..

xS

2007-08-08T22:23:00.000+08:00

guess what?

i saw the stuped car that banged me yesterday but i didn.t go kacau the car.. i guess i believe what goes around comes around ba.. i hope he kena bang one day till the car kemek.. ;)

i am off to bed now.. tired tired..

nightss~

dumbbbb

2007-08-07T16:50:00.000+08:00

QuesTion : Who the hell kena bang from car behind yet drive off without making the bang-er pay?

Answer : Hell yeah, its nobody else but ME

hmms.. lemme tell u what happened.. so traumatised.. heck i couldn.t even concentrate driving..

so at this effing busy junction, when i wanted to turn out cuz i wanna follow the car next to me, but cannot.. so obviously waited there right? den the wira aunty so kind ask me to go.. when i just about to go, the f*cking white ugly S.E myvi banged me.. and i accidentally cursed in the car.. heck.. the bang was so damn LOUD.. i swear.. and the smarty ass me just drove off fastly.. ~_~ damn stuped right.. deng.. i still can remember that stupd guy.s car plate.. WQA 507.. if i ever see ur fugly car appear.. i will make sure it go home with extra scratches and lao hong tayar.. bitch.. if you tak boleh pandu kereta than don.t take the public transport or whatsoever.. and yesh.. pay attention on the road and not busy making love in the car.. wtff.. you are just lucky today that the car u langgar drove off without asking 3000 bucks from u.. know why so much? cuz i am gonna re-paint it.. and thou shall pay for it.. :) gahh.. daddy is right.. not everyone can afford to write cheque and pay how much u wan them to.. i am lucky that my car isn.t some ciplak milo tin car.. gosh.. if not the whole bumper sure jatuh ade wan.. bloody bastard.. if i bloody drive a pajero or 4 wheel drive.. i assure ur cheap skit bumper fall off immediately.. pfftt.. in the end i saw the car and honk at him.. know what the ball-less guy did? drove away super fast.. why? no money to pay ah? than don.t drivee la..

if got baby in the car the baby sure die wan.. -.-

i hope i still dare to drive the boyf out later.. xS..
i was so scared i even came down from the car and asked mummy to park when we reached home.. sorry la.. got extra car at home no angle to drive in.. sSs..

this time it ain.t me who almost bang ppl is ppl bang me.. :'(

if i driving new car.. i think my heart pecah ade luu..

oh well~

sighx*

i hope everything will be fine again.. :(
i miss you~

wrOommm~

2007-08-06T21:24:00.000+08:00

wiLL be driving to coLLege tommorow..!!

with my daddy by my side.. -.-

oh well.. daddy u say one or 2 days one ah.. no MORE than that!! :)

oh yeshh, the boyf will be coming too.. x)

please be prepared for any heart attack kay?

just joking..

saYanG*

for safety purposes, i urge u to wear the seat belt..

-.-'

-.-"

hApPy aNniVerSary <3~

2007-08-05T15:01:00.000+08:00

you knOw i Love you baby..

hoPe you Like the presSies..

so, baby i will wait for you~

tO be continued..

2007-08-04T13:27:00.000+08:00

leo iu/installation later..

should i go..

or should i not..

will continue this post later..

will tell u all about my new car.. -.-

and my japanese girl..

:)

fOr the fiRsT time

2007-08-03T13:51:00.000+08:00

after 7 months..

i had the chance to reACh home at 1.15 :)
i think there is no way for sam ppl to reach home so early..
at least not for my class

which reminds me of secondary..

cool huh..

haha..

but i think this is gonna be the last time alsoo..

sTageS. . .

2007-08-01T14:32:00.000+08:00

wei just showed me something meaningful.. sharing is caring thus this.. oh yeshh,, stole it from her blog.. oops.. sorry bitchh.. :)

do you know?i feel like we are really deeply influenced by the people around us, even more so by the things we see on tv, read in books.i read the readers' digest article , it was about the stages of relationships.

1st - Romance.

here's where all the lovey-dovey stuff start and this is probably the happiest time in a relationship.

2nd - Dissilusionment

ere's where you notice your partner, is flawed.he's not perfect, and neither are you!

3rd - Power struggle

here's where we both try to change each other to suit each other's preferences/needs.terrible thing about this power struggle is that half the time we don't realize it.

4th - Awakening

lovely part, this.here's where the two partners both realize that they are in love with each other, not the person they want each other to be.they appreciate and love each other for all they are,including their differences.even though quarrels are inevitable, they try to solve it and work at it,and i guess it gets easier because both are more accepting, more loving,more trusting,and naturally, more understanding.

5th - long-term marriage

this is where i wanna be! i bet everyone also kan? :)

shuFFLe

2007-07-29T10:55:00.000+08:00

it was besties.s belated bday celebration yesterday..

so cool laa..

she got so many ang powss..

how come i don.t get ang powSS on my bday wan..

hmph..

unfair..

these are the only photos i have..

cuz we both donno how to use the camera..

oh welll.. -.-

the rest are all in hers..

but i think the photos all looks the SAME..

so its ok..

its. been months since we last camslut..

bahh..

i remember it used to be what we do every week last time.

sniff..

sherri just got a new hairdo..

hwat hwat hwat..

waaa.. too bad she left early..

can.t take photo with her..
x(

i think i.d better do the tag my sis ♥ tagged me..
or else she will say..
pian xing..
cuz i did darling munzz ones and not hers..
so here it iss.. :)

1.Put your music player on shuffle.
2.Press forward for each question.
3.Use the song title as the answer to the question even if it doesn't make sense. No cheating.
4.With the answers, give your own comments on how they relate to the questions.
5.Tag 5 people.

How are you feeling today?
`What.s Left of me - Nick Lachey
so what.s left of me? hmms..

Will you get far in life?
`endLess story - some jap singer
o.O~ sounds like some fairytale to me.. hehe..

What is your best friend's theme song?
`Here without you- 3 Doors Down
serious? hmms.. maybe laa.. cuz we both like emo songs wan.. so if its emo i guess she.d like it..

What is the story of your life?
`This I Promise you - Ronan Keating
wahahaha.. i still believe that promises are meant to be broken.. heck.. so i don.t believe in you, prOmise.

What was high school like?
`mei ren yu - Vivian hsu
okayh.. i know i.ve a mermaid friend but i don.t think my high skul was like mei ren yu.. hmms.. and i think its a emo song.. if ur asking me like in the middle of form5 so i guess it kinda describe it bah.. -.- heck.. i only heard the front part.. now now.. next question..

How can you get ahead in life?
`the actor- michael learns to rock
cooLie~ i shall be the next top actress.. ;)

What's the best thing about your friends?
`walk away - kelly clarkson
I'm looking for attention,Not another question,Should you stay or should you go?Well, if you don't have the answer,Why are you still standin' here?Hey, hey, hey, heyJust walk away~

Describe your grandparents.
`that.s why- Micheal Learns to rock
I won’t forget the way you’re kissing,The feeling’s so strong were lasting for so long
i guess they won.t kan? they are ade 70+
hehe..
k laa..
i only took the happy part out..
cuz they other parts of the song don.t suit them.. :)

How's your life going?
`torn-Letoya Luckett
:'( it is?
oh yeah it is..
i am broke, maths test confirm FAIL, mini project. donno laa.. :(
darling chuen.s leaving tomorrow and i haven go out with her!!
#@%*

What song will they play at your funeral?
`not like that- Ashley Tisdale
uh huh.. who'd be jealous of somebody in a coffin?

Will you have a happy life?
`Sanaroul something- korean
heck.. i don.t even understand anything..

What do your friends really think of you?
`hero- Enrique Iglesias
hmms.. really?
"i.ll stand by u forever"

Do people secretly lust after you?
`walk away- Paula De Anda
i don.t think so.. they.d run away.. :) please la.. got nothing to lust after also.. -.-

How can you make yourself happy?
`Alone- My Girl OST
no.. i hate to be alone.. so lonely..

What should you do with your life?
`i wanna be with you-mandy moore
awws.. the boyf.s ringtone!! :) giggles..

Will you ever have children?
`25 minutes - Michael Learns to rock
25 minutes too late? *guLps*
why got so many michael learns to rock song wan..
this is what u get when u don.t use ur own music player.. :S

What song would you strip to?
`keep holding on- Avril Lavinge
uh huh..

What does your mom think of you?
`bop to the top- Lucas Grabeel and Ashley Tisdale
shake some booteh and turn around.. ;)

What is your deep, dark secret?
`If only tears could bring you back - M2M
:X
some things are better left unsaid..

What is your mortal enemy's theme song?
`hei she mao yi - gay cow
what is the song about? -.-

What's your personality like?
`big girls don.t cry- Fergie
so fake.. i cry everyday wan.. haha.. okayh.. fine not everyday.. hmms.. maybe its just cuz i am not a big girl yet la.. ;)

What song will be played at your wedding?
`Incomplete- Backstreet Boys
without you all I'm going to be is incomplete ♥

5 People I tag:
`running - No doubt
i think the band broke up.. :\
so sien laa.. duwan tag ppl laa.. :) hehe..

bathe time..

ciaoz.

hiGh anD crazEe giggLes

2007-07-28T11:41:00.000+08:00

i am gonna do this tag by dearest darling munnz ♥
and heck.. she tagged me like so longg ago..
sorry for the delay..

sayang*

1. Do you ever lie about your age?

` Yes , i used to put my age as the oldest one on friendster.. :)

2. Do you prefer "sensitive boys"or "tough guys"?

` Sensitive boys :)

at least they will cry for me..

3. Do you prefer blonde or dark hairedguys

` dark hairedguys :)

can.t u see that my boy is not blonde..

that explains it all ;)

4. Are you currently single?
` what do you think?
but got quite alot of possiibilities kan.
single as in marital status or relationship status?
lol

5. How many things in your past do you regret?

` add up all my fingers and toes also not enough lorr..
but despite those crapp, i guess i benefitted more..
so i don.t really mind/care :)

6. Do you have a best friend?

` HeLL Yeah.. gosh who doesn.t? and i am going for her belated bday party later.. (;

7. What do you want to be when you grow up?

` Rich and succesful :) wahhahaa..

8. Who was the last person you hugged?

` my spoilt bradd.. i hug and kiss her everyday every moment wan laa.. xD

9. Have you ever had your heart broken?

` HELL YES !

oh well.. people falls and than stand up again wan ma.. nothing is smooth sailing in life.. wtff..

10. Have you ever thought about having plastic surgery?

`waahahhaha.. yes.. :)

but it will never happen i guess. :S

11. Do you like your life?

` i don.t but i LOVE it.. x)

12. Do you shop at Hollister?
`hmMs.. Nopey .

13. Has one of your friends ever stolen a boyfriend from you?

` i doubt it.

even if it happened before, i guess things change and feelings change somehow kan?

but it doesn.t bother me anyways, cuz i have my baby now :)

14. Has one of your friends ever stabbed you in the back?

` HELL YES !

not just one la i think whole bunch maybe? haha

who the hell don.t blackslash ppl wan la? every human being does..

15. Do you have more friends that are girls or boys?

` I Dont Know :)
at least i have friends.. -.-

16. How long have you had friendster?

` for the pass 17 years..

yeah ryte..

since end of form2 i think.. or maybe form3..

but i will be deleting it soon maybe? hmms..

17. Have you ever cheated on someone?

` Not really .

longg story i guess.

18. Has anyone ever cheated on you?

` Yes .

19. Have you ever slapped a boy in the face?

` Yeah..

playing only one la of cuz.. hehe..

20. What is one of your biggest fears?

` i don.t wanna think about it .

sighs :(

21. Have you ever skipped class?

` Yes (;

sometimes with reasons sometimes just for the sake of skipping?

22. Has anyone close to you ever passed away?

` Yeah.. :((

23. Have you ever cried yourself to sleep?

`of cuz!! when i was a baby..

don.t all babies enjoy crying themselves to sleep..

cry till tired ma sleep lorr.. -.-

24. Have you ever not been able to get someone out of your head?

` boy, yesh.. and how suffering it was.. oh mann.. glad it is over.. :)

25. Do you believe in the saying "once a cheater, always a cheater"?

` Yes!! definitely

26. Have you ever had a good feeling about something and it turned out that you were right? `wahahahhaa.. yeshh.. :)

27. Do you ever wish you were famous?

`Used To..

28. Do u ever wish u were a man?

` Yes.. and i will a romantic one.. :) cuz i will be able to know what a girl needs and wants.. ;) and i guess i will be a sought after man.. ;)

29. Do you think men smell nice in cologne?

` ohh yeah.. sexaY.~

30.The moment of terror! I tagggg....

`yonG hui

`meLLie

`darling chuen

`pat pat

`sherri

and now.. i must say.. yesterday was the most high day ever..

wei, pat and i like gone mad during maths class.. -.-

maybe it is due to lack of sleep.. haha.. ;)

and now.. i shall steal all the picts from pat.s blog.. AGAIN.. :)

what to do.. my memory card got problem.. sSs..

yes, the first photo is me.. :)
compare the second one and me..
do i look like a t-rex more than her? haha
pat says i do..
awws..

and yeshh.. this is the t-rex.. ;)
haha..
i have a new name for her..

bitchh.. :)

she calls me biatch anyways..

and ain.t she as adorable as a ~~alien~~ baby?

high-est person of all..

siao siao pat..

mao~

i sayang them banyak.. ;)

hello everyone...

meet my bisexual friend, patricia..

she enjoys kissing ppl till wei got afraid of her..

and i had to cover the obscene scene..

x_X

the bitchh.s boobs and the biatchh chicken legs.. ;)

boobilicious..

x D

this is my chicken feets.. :)

and..

before i end my post.. x)

i know i am pretty.. :)
and i know u love me..
haha..
x)

just joking laa
i not so perasan wan..
;)

lunchie time..

toodLes~

frEe buRuNg~

2007-07-27T22:46:00.000+08:00

stress time is over.. :)
no its not..

mini project is nextt

time to playy again..
aiyoo..
at least lemme enjoy first laa..

weeee..

oh yesshh

buh bye civic..

donno to be happy or not..

kiss you gooDbye :)

2007-07-26T18:08:00.000+08:00

piano exam is finally over.. bahh.. i know i did super badly till the examiner gave me C major scales and sight reading.. oh well.. heck.. at least it is C major..

i know some aural questions i figured out the right answer in the end but but i dare not change my answer.. :S

seriously pass can adee.. i don.t care.. i just wan 100.. but but i doubt it lorr.. :(

anyways, whats done is done bahh.. i guess i did my best.. no more 3 hours practise till midnight anymore i guess.. :)

i hate motorcyclist.. *not all though* they super reckless i tell u.. simply cut here and there.. next time i ram over them also i wont give a damn lorr.. i think hor even if they die ade also mmg dai sei wan.. reckless samo laa.. if u reckless in a lorry nvm la nobody dare to go near u.. but motorbike no shell no protection no nothing samo wanna act terror.. SsS.. good laa.. dig ur own gravee.. piss me off..

whats more pissing off is that when ur at junction, its like memang no car ade and turning half way suddenly this car appear out of no where.. i mean u see ppl turning half way ade just wait only laa deng.. samo go honk honk honk.. good la.. went and chase the fella and honk him back.. bully me samo laa.. hmph.. p drivers very nice to bully la now.. deng..

bahh.. enough of rambling adee.. back to econs now.. :S

self proclaim merdeka.. ngek..

on the brighter side.. got 19.2/20 for the last econs test.. hahahaha.. miracles do happen.. ;)

what the o.O

2007-07-24T15:23:00.000+08:00

wei and pat will be coming to mois house later..
;)

the boyf left me and went dating..

bi is having extra class now she can.t accompany me.. :(

so lonely laa..

why la u all treat me like that..

sniff..

i hate driving at night with the stuped rain.. ade so emo samo make me more emoo.. gahh.. :S

and no worries.. my driving skills better ade.. :) drove the family to breakfast, pump petrol, fetch the sister and for dinner.. might be fetching wei and pat back later.. if daddy is home.. :) hehe..

aihs.. still need to wait for half an hour more.. :x

not exactly reckLess.. :S

2007-07-21T23:18:00.000+08:00

with totally no driving experience of auto car before.. i drove jiu hwei.s car.. ~~drove back from college~~.. haha.. yeah ryte.. drove from tmn megah to baby.s castle.. ;) it went fine till i reached this junction near the boys house.. didn.t wanna use the super scary slope so instead i used another way.. i didn.t stop at the junction cuz the stuped kelise is still quite far away.. so i accelerate and i almost kill both of them.. heck.. the kelisa was so damn closse.. *according to both of them* and jiu hwei yelled at me.. the first thing both of them said was your not gonna drive ANYMORE ,i am not letting u drive.. i bet i scare the shit outta them but the only thing i did was laughed.. -.- yesterday was the first time i saw jw acting not like his usual self.. he was damn gan jiong in the car.. i asked him to put his hand at the hand break incase anything were to happen.. oh well.. i told mummy i drove and she wasn.t happy with the idea.. and when i told her about the pre-accident thingy she said i bet they both were "lian qing chun bai-ing" muka pucating at that moment.. lalala~

today i drove mummys car.. :) hehe.. daddy was supposed to fetch her from section 14 but he allowed me to drive.. damn scary.. super alot of cars.. i was being kind hearted to let one car cut into my lane.. and suddenly all the other cars followed.. damn wtf ryte.. bully me.. hmph.. my parents were busy pressing their legs acting as if they both had a break with them.. super funny i cant stop laughing till kena marahed few times.. the scarriest part was.. i drove at the seriously damn wrong lane and almost bang the car coming towards me.. at first the fella flash lights at me.. i thinking what the hell is wrong with u.. go away i wanna go straight.. suddenly daddy asked me break.. than i realised oh shit.. i am so dead.. i tot he was gonna ask me come down from the car and he will take over but he never.. gwadd.. that was damn f*cking scary.. but i reached home safe and sound.. so thats all that matters kan.. ;)

went to collect the sis.s hairy potter book.. haha.. damn nice the front cover i like.. have u seen the childs edition wan? damn jeng.. yong suii.. and.. whats the point of not selling the hairy potter books cuz of carrefour and tesco.. didn.t u all know that their hairy potter memang cheap like siaL wan? oh well.. stuped people.. aiyoo besides.. not everyone like soft cover books wan mah.. brainless people.. :/ there are people who are willing to pay the extra bit of cash wan laa okayh.. siaL.. but quite good also lorr.. cuz no jam at mph just now.. imagine if they release the book surely damn alot people wan.. ngek~ XD

*correction*
sis said the hairy potter book sold at tesco is hard cover wan worr.. so worth it to buy.. if ur a potter fan.. ;)

can somebody please teach me statistics ahh.. waaaaa.. i really don.t understand anything about it.. pass year papers i don.t even know like a quarter of 1 question.. :S seriously i prefer calculus lorr.. sighs*

accounting teacher is damn sarcastic.. i don.t like.. so wat if i allow my friends to copy my work.. at least they did ask me to explain how i got the figure and deng.. they even corrected my mistakes.. baahh.. whatever.. seriously.. i like mrs ngam more..

yesterday around 10 huai nian called.. he said he is coming to pass me something darling chuen asked him to pass to me since before she went back.. said sorry for the late delay.. i happily waited for him till 11.45.. i walked out the gate and know what i saw? i saw darling chuen!! hiding at the side of my gate.. at first i thought i was dreaming.. i thought he brought me some plushie of chuen.. but than i ran and hug her.. so so so haappy..!! yay.. i love surprises :) hehe.. sorry for dressing like some aunty.. hair was so messy and i was wearing sleeping pyjamas cuz plan to sleep right after hn pass me "something" hehe.. i heart darling chuen loads.. when chell told me she is coming back soon i thought it would be in october or something but i didn.t know her soon is so soon.. oh well.. i am happy that she is back.. although i will be busy the whole of next week.. :( nvm.. after my exams we go out everyday hao ma? hugSs* ♥

both of them were outside my gate yesterday.. :) hehe..

darling besties.. sorry i couldn.t go for ur dinner tonight.. daddy didn.t allow me to go.. and he don.t trust my driving.. i mean i almost accident both the days i drove.. samo wanna drive his mercs worr.. yea ryte la.. sure drop into longkang ade wan if i do so.. :S oh well.. i know i damn noobie la.. :p

going car shopping tmr.. maybe.. weeeee~ i hope they get the civic soon.. than i can make-over for my car.. i hope.. haha.. but for now.. gotta stress for one week first.. why? see below..

monday-maths test

tues-nothing yet

wed-accounts test

thurs-piano *sighSs*

fri-econs crapp..

~_*

phOtobLog?

2007-07-20T10:39:00.000+08:00

baby pat and me.. ;)

she calls me baby so i call her baby also lorr.. xD

trying to act retarded.. ;P

experimenting with the stuped front camera..
see the colour contrast between the first and this pict?
one so dark..
one so white..
-.-"

meet the couple of the day..
longg expired photo though..
haha..
pink top + black 3 quarter pants..
o.O~
xing you ling xi yi dian tong? ;)

my favourite pict of the day..
the traffic lights..

;)

i enjoy posting up photos rather than typing..

gahh..

i wan a camera!!

oh yesshh.. i just realised what darling besties said is true.. curly hair high maintenance.. one month ade finish the styling thingy.. -.- and hui say she use like 3 months.. wtff.. see la.. long hair punya keburukan.. sSs..

prObatiOn~

2007-07-18T21:35:00.000+08:00

i baru dapat my very fugly license today..

but heck..

license is still a license kan..

daddy stuck the more-fugly-than-my-license-P-sticker on my future car adee.. ;)

but he won.t stick it on his car..

cuz he say wait till you can drive first la..

but i wanna drive his big car le deng..

than nobody will bully a small kido like me.. xD

i hate you honda civic..

grrr..

why need to wait 2 effing months to be able to own you..

see la..

now tak boleh buy that car adee..

hmPh..

but if can get sports car or mercs than more worth it..

ngek..

of cuz not those super old modelss wan la.. :)

oh well..

baby, faster get your car..

so i can drivee..

weeeee..

i wan a car~

a pink one.. :)

but dreamm on laaa..

:)

2007-07-17T11:53:00.000+08:00

i finished typing a post adee wan..

than this guy teraccidentally off the switch..

wtff..

now i gotta redoretype everything..

firstly, sorry for not blogging for sooo longgg..

same applies to my xanga larr..

i gotta hardcore practise for piano..

sighs.. :S

give the boy a psp equals give his girl money to go shopping..

can-never-stop..

ey biiiii, u play samo i gonna keep till end of sam only give u back..

now u make ur friends addicted to it also..

instead of group studying..

they group playing the psp..

-.-

anywee, good luck and aLL the best for ur test tomorrow baby.. ;) jia you!! i LOVE you.. <3~>

okai.. gotta go for econs adee..

toodLes~

DadDy deAresT

2007-07-16T15:24:00.000+08:00

i know ur reading my blog now..

i just wanna tell you..

i LOVE you..

hehe..

and i got no motive wan okay..

hugSs

:S

2007-07-13T22:34:00.000+08:00

haiRy pOtTer suCked laa..

the girl damn fugly samo..

memalukan chinese only..

sSs..

but i had a great time with the boy..

and thats all that matters..

oh yeshh..

i am bloody hell grounded till after piano exam..

wtff..

gueSs..

2007-07-12T17:58:00.000+08:00

whether i pass or fail?

hehe.. ;P

quite obvious la hor..

the happy photo.. xP

yesshh.. i passed..

when i did bukit was damn scared lorr.. the cars before me all like gagal wan.. so scary ok.. samo the car i got is damn cacated wan.. gotta use 2 hands release the break.. -.- and when i did parking the thing kept mati engine made me sweat like some waterfall nii.. know why? cuz instrctors say parking and 3 point never ever press oil.. just main dengan clutch.. but i think the clutch rosak wan.. but managed to park also la.. i honked damn bloody alot times till the jpj guy screamed at me.. wtff man.. i mana tau he ask me go out not wor cuz got another guy doing parking also.. beetch.. i tot i failed ade wan lorr when my engine mati at the 3 point.. but luckily never.. :) anyways, everyone that did the slope parking and 3 point once got out of the car also sweat like waterfall one.. ;)

yay! can go beli kereta soon..
but not for me wan la..

the other day i told daddy i hate handbreaks cuz damn hard to pull and release and i terseliuh my arms samoo.. he said "i think the most suitable car for u is a mercs la, cuz release handbreak just pull the thingy only and the break kaki is ur handbreak" i was like.. wow.. mercs ahh.. can la.. i wan the sporty one.. slk/clk also boleh.. than i asked "so am i getting one?" he said "no" damn potong lorr.. ish..

he did asked if i wan a suzuki swift..
but wei told me is damn cacated..
so bye cute lil car.. :)

i hope he buys a civic.. damn nice car.. x) who the hell can resist that car man.. wahh.. xD syokk..

and i definitely made few new frens.. ;) 3 of them from taylorss jugak.. hehe..
one from aussie.. came back for hols..
but he gagal..
so gotta redo end of the yr.. :S
renew L again?
poor thing.. :X

praYss

2007-07-11T19:31:00.000+08:00

driving test.s tmr..

wish me luckk..

;)

the boyfriend gave me 6 bijis of durians.. yumm.. smells so good mann.. :) it was a ryte decision to go to playland.. weee.. i am a happy kiddo.. xD

just now when daddy came back.. suddenly he cakap.. *the durians your boyfriend gave very nice..*
i was like uhh.. did i hear boyfriend.. first time he calls him the boyfriend..

gahahaha..

oh yeshh.. thankyouverymuchiebaby..
i sayang you banyak banyak..

despite the fact that i won.t be seeing you tmr.. nvm la horr.. i replaced adee.. 2 hours samoo..

sorry i fell asleep while waiting for u to finish gaying with the computer man..

but i know u still sayang me alot kan? haha..

traLaLaLa~

2007-07-10T19:26:00.000+08:00

econs test went okay.. wei and i were happy that we practised the essay an hour before the actual exam.. do u know how painful our poor hands were.. rushing like mad timing ourselves and complaining in the library.. bloody place damn noisy.. stuped ppl made so much noise.. bet they din.t know they are supposed to shudt up in the library.. irritating march intake people.. *pst.. i mean just that group of ppl laa*

just came back from my last 3 hours of driving.. had a different instructor this time.. he is super funny wan lorr.. damn funn i like.. :) he kept talking about the boyf cuz he saw him sending me to the car.. anywee, my side parking totally sucked.. should.ve seen the way i parked.. actually i cant park wan lorr.. he came and taught me how.. heck.. i even forgotten all the routes.. ~_~ hopefully i wont forget during the real test.. ;) i hate manual cars.. made my leg muscle ache like shit.. oh.. and he said real test cannot on music wan.. oh nooo.. xS *guLpS*

oh yeah.. i am starting to hate going to college.. look at the amount of people in college mann.. gosh.. like going to pasar laidat.. suasana sama seperti qi cheong kai.. damd cheap lorr the place became.. just yuckyy.. i don.t like.. super cramp and all.. oh well.. think on the bright side.. 3-4 more months left.. so i shall bear with it.. unless i decided to quite sam.. which is quite stuped to do so.. so yeah.. guess i am stuck with it.. whether i love it or not.. sSs

going out for hairy potter this fri.. hmms.. i hope i will enjoy the movie.. i never really enjoyed any of the show.. oh well..

during esL, she talked about our mission as a student is to get good grades and all.. she related it to some short story we were discussing laa.. and she say.. instead of studying, u ppl met this sweet thing or that tall goofy guy and than fall in love.. and instead of getting good results and a certificate.. *you got pregnant and you have to quit sam* continues Sarah.. but i don.t think she heard laa.. xD but why wanna quit worr.. very embarassing meh noww.. now is the 21st century kan.. so should be open minded.. and yeah.. even if u got pregnant.. u sendiri asked for it wan ryte.. :X anyways, if i ever got pregnant.. which will like never happen.. i think i will go crazee lor.. cuz i dont wanna have babies.. can u imagine how much labour pain u have to go thru.. eekx.. natural birth.. gotta cut the pussy wan lor.. can choose to let it tear naturally but dangerous.. yerr.. so disgusting la.. no matter what.. gotta sew it back.. and imagine if the sewing came off? gotta inject and sew back again.. wtff.. effing pain.. yer.. :S

huNgrY hUngRy hungry.. rWar..

pAsSeDDD..

2007-07-08T11:54:00.000+08:00

and so.

i passed the qti.

oh yesh. miracles do happen. ;)

giggLes.

reaL test.s on thurS.

i praY fOr another miracLe.

wiSh me LucKk.

FuLL-stOp.

`the bastard and his bitch.. <3~>

p s ♥ those are not my hands.. :)

driFting 10001

2007-07-07T21:54:00.000+08:00

i went ~~drifting~~ driving just now.. in my aunt.s saga.. illegally.. ;) just went and did slope nii.. at first it was super terrible cuz i cannot lift down the stuped handbreak.. ohh.. and i can.t reach the clutch.. @_@ but than i got used to the car and everything.. :) there was once.. i pressed tooo much oil till got those racing car sound.. scare the "hero" translate to bm next to me.. the fella slowed down his car and see what was happening.. everything went well.. till my uncle ssaid oh yeah.. still got one place the slope super slopy wan.. come i bring u there..

he was damn right.. been to bkt kiara before? its as scary as that place.. i mean the place where ppl jog all.. damn narrow wan ryte.. i had to practise there.. super scary.. there were times after the balancing crapp suddenly the car got drifting+sudden break+skided sound.. which go like.. "heeeeeeeeiiiittt" sth like that.. though it sounded cool but it scared me.. and there was this time i almost dropped into the gaung cuz i sat too close to the sterring got no angle/space to turn.. superrr scary.. u know what? i didn.t know when reverse time suppose to accelerate also wan.. wtff.. no wonder the car keep going down.. i was like.. no daddy cannot.. it cannot reverse.. than he asked where is ur leg at.. at the break la.. it keep going down.. see i show u if i take it off.. *car rolled down* he stared at me.. why u never press the accelerator.. opened eyes damn bigg.. huh.. need to press wan meh? my instructor dont allow me to press when reverse wan worr.. -.- so my uncle had to reverse the car for me.. haha.. oh yes.. due to super alot of.. heeeeitt sound.. the tayar burnt.. suddenly i smelled burning smell.. i thought the engine burnt.. but actually is the tayar.. poor saga.. i hope its not ruined after i drove it.. ~_~

lesson of the day : i will never ever buy a manual car.. omgg.. fucking scaryy laa.. and so damn mah fan.. stuped car..

if i fail my qti again tmr i am not gonna go for anymore test and i am not gonna drive anymoree.. i will just give up.. x)

oh yeah.. i believe in miracle.. ;)1st miracle i scored like 10% for myob despite the fact my floppy disk screwed up and she said my journals wrong? heckk.. i was damn shocked.. but happy also.. ooh.. and she say i already A17 for accounts adee.. xD

2nd miracLe i got an A for moral.. -.- swt.. i donno how but.. yeah.. see.. miracles do happen.. x)

3rd miracle : i hope i pass my qti tmr.. ;)

iwannagosleepnowsupertiredandsleepy

ihopeipassthestupedannoysuperingqtitomorrow.

;)

and since i can.t get married on this special day..

i wanna get married on 09/09/09 laa..

but daddy said he wont be taking care of me anymore if i get married..

where can kan?

since he no son so daughter can replace son la.. ;)

lalala~

anyone wanna propose?

but i might not accept..

untitLed LaGee

2007-07-05T20:44:00.001+08:00

currently blogging using daddy.s laptop.. he forbid ppl to use it one though.. hehe.. ;) if he sees this i will prolly kena screwing.. ~_~ but i am doing my econs also.. that was the reason i wan allowed to use it.. so annoying la deng.. need to do research about stuped aussie economy.. siaL wan.. not as if will affect me also.. wont be going there that soonn.. sSs..

ohh yeah.. i went to playland again today.. this time his another por por was there.. hehe.. the other por por asked me wanna eat durian not.. actually i wan de lorr.. but that time gonna eat dinner soon adee.. so cannot.. than the other por por asked me eat sth else.. than the other por por said i eat very little wan.. -.- i only saw her twice.. and she knows i eat very sikit.. oh well.. actually i think i need to eat more.. wait.. i know i need to eat more.. x) but.. can.t la.. eat a lil also full ade.. :X

hApPy 10 MoNtHs aNnIvErsaRy baBy!! :)

sorry about what happened this morning.. :(

but i ai ni duo duo.. <3~>

time flies.. bu zhi bu jue.. so fast 10 months adee.. x) hehe..

longerrst trueloveship so farr..

and i hope it would ~~lust~~ last..xD

thankyouforeverythingbabyboyy..

i am glad i spent the last 10 months with youu.. :)

of cuz wanna spend more more more uncountable days and months and years with you..

jika boleh.. x)

soon gonna be one year le horr? giggles..

yesterday was the maids bday.. and we celebrated with her.. such nice employer aint we? xD hehe.. evern the cake was hand baked.. of cuz got gambars laa.. but donno daddy upload adee not.. dont care la.. :p

u know what i told baby i wan for anni gift? i wan a milk bottle!! yes.. the milk bottle we used when we were babish and young.. ;) come.. lemme tell u a secret.. i use the bottle susu till standard 6.. :) if my mummy didn.t threw it away i would still be using it till now.. no joking ok.. i love drinking milk from the milk bottle.. even ribena.. or just water.. it tastes better when u get to suck it..now i know why guys enjoy blowjob :p ngekk.. yeah.. cuz i drink milk from milk bottle till standard 6, thus the fugly uneven teeth.. before i did "plastic surgery" laa.. now still very ugly laa.. cannot tahan.. anyhoo.. i still wan my milk bottle!!! and i shall take a photo in it when i get it okay? proMise!! xDD

okay.. betta go do econs first.. sighs.. getting more and more lazee nowadays.. oh well.. toodles!! rmb visit my blog more kerap k? i wana earn more more money.. xD xiexie..!!

aah.. i miss my effing lonngggg hair!! please faster groww backk.. ;'((

a SoUnD oF tHuNdEr

2007-07-05T14:48:00.000+08:00

will be acting it out tomorrow.. yay.. cant wait!!.. x)

check out our presidents man.. super leng chai.. to die for.. xD

NoKia N95

2007-07-04T20:11:00.000+08:00

always wanted to have this cool, chun, must buy phone?

u can now.. :)

just buy it from me..!!

only RM2100.. (:

interested?

mail me at xiang-xiangz@hotmail.com

but u gotta pay 80% of it first.. cuz its like system barter where we pay the supplier and get the stock at once.. ;)

i know its bit mah fan.. if not u think can get so cheap ah deng?

and obviously its AP..
aiyoo why pay so much more for the stuped warranty?!

so.. fast fast buy from me yah..

no commission is charged wan ler..

i am zack.s middle person..

oh well..

i hope to see mails from u guys soon..

because i am a BITCH

2007-07-04T08:35:00.000+08:00

when we were supposed to do our economincs research thingy in the library.. this is what i ended up doing.. ~_~

but heck.. i am not the only one.. pat is playing her friendster while wei is blog hopping.. ;)

i am wearing the top darling chuen got me from aussie.. hehe.. me feel so loved by her.. why? cuz it says.. *someone who loves me very much went to AUSTRALIA and got me this shirt* the australia word was emphasis okayh.. just copy paste from the shirt.. ;) even the colours.. xD haha.. i bet the people around me must be thinking whats wrong with the girl.. keep looking at her own boobs.. siao wan.. very attractive meh now.. -.- aiyoo.. i sayangkan my own boobs cannot ahh though it ain.t attractive at aLL.. :P

anywoo..i lovey u very muchie too darling!! hearts~

baby : why your shirt got FITCH wan?

jing : because i am a bitch..

;)

the end~*

DeaR pRiS

2007-07-03T12:49:00.000+08:00

when i meant hard time.. as in "hArD" not bad time.. and yeah.. i guess it was pLeasuring since its a hard time? ;)

sometimes.. u gotta think outside the box..

and i totally agree with my own playland concepto too.. xD

2007-07-02T19:14:00.000+08:00

baby wanted bring me out to watch movie.. but can.t go cuz got piano from 7-8.. *look at the time this is posted* its 7 plus noww.. why.. cuz piano cancelled.. damn zha dou.. he is now having a hard time enjoying megan fox while i am here thinking how to do the econs ketam~ :(

unfair unfair unfair..

`i love they way you sayang and hug me in your arms

GreETINgs fROm metrO :P

2007-07-01T08:42:00.000+08:00

Wahaha. I know i damn sampat. Oh yes. I m at metro again. >< okay. Lets hope i pass this time. :) i was lucky i met kah yang on d van. N he is sitting next to me now don't know doing what. Hehe. Xp

wanna know what i did yesterday? I borrowed money from my instructor. Lol. Not only i haven pay him i even go ask money from him. X)

But i just returned to him. :) n he asked me be careful later. Well. What can i say. I guess he never expect i'd fail d stupid slope yesterday. Well. Expect d unexpected? Wtf.

i wanna go pee. But i m lazy. Haha. Guess i'll spoil my body system soon. ;)

okay. Bed time. Xp nights.~

howcomenobodyisawaketoaccompanyme?!

:(

i think chuen is awake lo. Shall go msg her. :)

2007-06-30T16:57:00.000+08:00

I want to go home n sleep n never wake up anymore. Can can. :)

if u can't accept me for who i m than thats just too bad. Heck. I m not gonna change. So just screw it. If things won't work out than it just never will.

oh. N i failed my stupid qti. Bah. Not bothered. Actually it doesn't really matter if i have a damn license or not kan? :)

someone please fetch me home from this place. I've been here since 10 plus.

so sick of EVERYTHING.

2007-06-30T00:05:00.000+08:00

Why does it feels like d time today pass so slow wan. If only everyday it feels this way guess i won't be that lazy anymore. Gees. :)

don't feel like sleeping yet. Don't know why. Guess cuz i m emo ba. Hmm. I shall stop playing with elmo for elmo is emo. :p

i wonder how it feels like to walk alone in d dark. Around d neighbourhood. Romantic? Wtf. I think its scary laa. Haha. Crazy.

i shall blog till i fall asleep? Hmm. Maybe. Xs.

ooh. N i finally understands how besties feels all these while. I guess besties will for-ever- be besties. Always feels d same n go through d same shit just that i m in bigger deeper n never ending shit. :X hecK. We r on d same sampan. Lets drown together ;)

speaking of drown. Have u experience almost getting drown before? I have. Few times. Fucking scary i must say. N everytime u close your eyes that scene will come back n haunt u. :( sighs. No wonder i haven been to swimming pools for longg. :S

beloved bi. Faster drive home n accompany your angelbi. Sniff.

i wanna look for new transport to go n come back from college. Anyone wanna not charge me? I'll hop into your car n give u a hug? Haha. Dream on. I hope i pass my driving test. God knows when will i be taking it n if i pass d i hope my parents won't so crazy monitor me for months or years. Gosh. Time to look for car n propose to daddy n mummy d. :) i know z4 is out. Hehe. I m thinkin of mini cooper. But dream on la xiang. Dream till rooster lay eggs also u'll never get that damn car. Deng why not. :( so cute. N i think it will be d only car looking good in hot pink. Pls. Not those lala pink u c of cars around. I think that pink is damn fucking ugly lorr no offence. Aiya just buy kancil only la KNNCB. But too bad i hate local cars. Oops~ :)

i hope time will be faster tmr especially during piano lesson. Grr. N i wann go driving. I wanna go speeding n let everything out. I won't mind if i get killed. Wait i do mind. Can't bear to leave all my beloveds. Oh. But in case anything happens. Rmb xiang love u ok? <3~ ;)

how long have i been craping d. Not that long only right. Hmms. I m bored. Bring me out! Bi i wanna go out with u again.

darling chuen. :) your mail made me so happy. Especially d title n d content. Wahahaha. Though it sounded wrong. But i likey ;) thanks for everything mean girl. Long time never call u that d hor. Haha. Wait till u come back i call more. So faster come back hor? XD N study hard darling. I know u can de. Mwahx. Jia you. U'll do well super well in your test de. X)

hmm. Where is that someone when u need that someone? Not there. Well. Used to it d. At least better than being scold for nothing ba. Oh yes. I m your beg utk lepaskan geram kan?

i have an idea. :) i shall go log on to msn n c whos online. Toodles!

thanks for reading all my ketams. XD. do stay tuned for more. ;) haha.

forever means nothing

2007-06-29T17:54:00.000+08:00

as nothing last forever

lalala~

2007-06-29T13:26:00.000+08:00

finished the myob assesment less than an hour.. ;) hope i got it right this time.. ngek.. finally realized what went wrong yesterday.. xD

weee.. so happy.. hehe.. (:

ooh.. i had nasi lemak just now.. 2bucks only.. :p also had milo icee.. completed.. :D

okayh.. logging off noww..

i am a happy kidd.. :)

runawAy

2007-06-28T22:51:00.000+08:00

copied myob programme and tried to use it at home.. wtff.. first time can get correct answere de.. grr.. now keep getting wrong.. sighh.. i think i will just fail tmr.s assesment lar.. deng.. i almost cried in class just now.. damn stress.. :( i know i am a super crybaby la.. fuck..

sighs

maybe i should give up..

goOgLe?

2007-06-28T14:43:00.000+08:00

Try searching for something.. it acts as the normal google.. :) hehe.. its customizedd ade.. :D try try try!!~

ooh.. and incase u still wanna use my customized google bar.. its right at the bottom of the page.. ;)

don.t judge a boobs by its bra.. :p

2007-06-27T14:32:00.000+08:00

how do you like my new blogg title.. :)

its just something besties and i invented.. sort of when we were in form5.. meaning last year..

`don.t judge an as by its underwear
her line

`don.t judge a boobs by its bra
mine

it.s actually not supposed to be a boobs but boobs.. but it sounds weird without the a.. so just screw it and i shall invent and write whatever i wan on my damn blog.. ;)

gonna try figure out about the myob crapp now.. :)

darn mobik.. will u just load urself.. pfft*

singLe?

2007-06-26T15:29:00.000+08:00

just now wei and i got dumped by our boyfriends.. they rather spend time with the ~~prositute~~ geisha than us.. mana boleh ryte? why geisha.. cuz they are higher class of prostitutes.. wtf.. dumped us infront of 7-11 samoo.. wonder why they tak masuk buy protection.. ~_~ we both stood there hoping they will change their mind come back and spend time with us instead.. but heck.. they never.. ishh.. see la.. daylight samo berlaku curang.. but at least they were honest? ;) haha :D

since we kena dumped adde.. we walked back and stone in college.. and i am beginning to like the stoning moment.. its just so relaxing.. we talked about relationships.. problems and everything.. from all the couples we talked about, we realized that after a longg period u.ve been attached with this particular person.. u will begin to take the fella for granted and start demanding for more.. and when the fella don.t meet ur needs, u merajuk and thought the fella changed.. you start to question urself why the guy/girl i initially fell in love with became like that wan.. why he/she changed so much.. but actually the truth is u urself changed.. and u seem to blame the other supposed-to-be-meant-to-be-half.. saddnyee.. but whats more saddening is that.. if u were in this relationship and suddenly this guy/girl just say ohh lets break upp without no reason and ur really into that guy/girl.. goshh.. can you like imagine the pain the fella will be going through? the silent killer.. :X i so don.t wanna know but the only thing i know is that it would be unbearable.. and after awhile we decided to quit that topic.. it.s just. s.c.a.r.y too scary.. and heck i don.t wanna go through those kinda cockshit again.. not anymore..

don.t worry.. i am not emo.. :) hehe..

anyhoos, fellow taylor-ians.. there is something i would like u all to take precaution.. thou shall take extra care of ur purse/wallet ayte? cuz j.weis wallet kena pickpocketed/whatsoever yesterday.. last week i lost mine.. sort of.. this week his turn.. so just bring enough money to coll-effing-egge ayte? incase anything were to happen bahh.. :S kan prevention is better than cure.. :) ever since i lost my money.. i bring puny-put-coin-purse-thingy to put my cash and student id.. only.. yeah..i don.t even bring ic.. :)

must reload muas phone tmr adee.. i miss msging baby.. :(

`i love the way u hug me

yay!

2007-06-25T15:10:00.000+08:00

i am going to my playland later.. weeee.. so happy.. :D feeling hyper now.. :p

stupeed cacated computer.. the whole place is vibrating like nobodys business.. and its pisyfyinng.. bahh..

shall go back to temanning baby now..

here i come baby :)

a cOws coLLecTiOn ;)

2007-06-25T12:26:00.000+08:00

jingLebeLL is auctioning off her stuffs.. go check it out ayte.. reliable.. super duperr discounted.. and she might deliver it to you.. in person.. :)

heres her link.. http://littlecollections.blogspot.com/

go visit her site noww.. i say.. its wayy cheaper than cheeserland too.. :D

owh and yes.. i am her advertiser.. x)

mOoooo~

Just another update ;)

2007-06-24T21:48:00.000+08:00

Boyfriend said he'll blog for me. But. See. He didn't. Tsk tsk. Shakes head* not reliable. Just joking. He told me wei shen me le. :) so here i m bloging using my cacated phone as i m not allowed to use d com. :( sadnya~

nothing much happened today. Was practically sleeping d whole day. Yeah. Did i mention. I gave up on studies. Heck. I can do no statistic or whatsoever probability cockanalshit. N i don't understand economics anymore. Not as if i did in d first place. Accounts. Myob. I don't know how to function It either. C how crapy everything is now. :(

the other day while jwei was fetching me back. I asked him bout his blog. Why like so dead no updates wan. He said need inspiration ma. I don't blog like oh hi today i ate asam laksa. Bla bla blah. I corrected him. No la. U should blog like that. I ate tom yam ytd during break n guess what i got chocked by it n i can feel d mee goin up to my nose n u know right. Kena chocked by spicy food is so terrible. Than he started laughin. Yeah. That was what happened. N he told us *baby n i* in d car. Pris, i know u don't know how it feels to get chocked on spicy food. Ngek~ xp

better ciao now. So sleepy i can sleep again. Sighs. I wan more holidays!! N more shopping. Giggles. :) n of cuz more money. X D.

yongyongs sorbett..

2007-06-23T11:28:00.000+08:00

yesterday i went out with bi again.. (: ~~pi gu~~ pik yee didn.t go this time cuz she didn.t had money.. and baby replaced her.. u wanna know something? i only bring RM2 out with me.. ~_~ bloody brokee.. yeah.. the old man belanja me yesterday.. thanks love~
lost in the car park sort of.. when the sign pointed left.. wethey walked right.. -.-

driver of the day : beloved soppiebi.. :) me was just trying out the flash in the car.. and bi and zack thought it was thunder.. :X

on the way there.. can see the curls? haha.. no? -.- too bad..anywoo, the point is.. why that face.. i mean him.. it.s bcuz.. the flash was tooo bLinddingg and he goo wahhh.. and suddenly turn out like that.. ;O owh owh!! kinda look like his stoning look when i surprised him on his bday.. just that waayyy shock.. giggles.. xP

aah.. he looks more handsome here.. me likey his strippy top.. leng zai!! i know i look retarded here.. was adjusting myself on the ~~eligattor~~ escalaatorr.. damn dry ryte my hair? wanna know why.. smarrty noass moi decided to wash moi.s own hair and donno how the hell to apply the styliing crapp.. dapped damn little.. bloody thing felt sticky and oily.. beh tahan.. it looked fine when it was still half wet/dry.. but than.. eek.. turns out to be.. errr.. fugly.. it.s okayh.. my sis is at home today and she shall be mois personall hair stylist.. ;) u know i love u banyak kan hui? mwahx*

we watched.. what.s that shows name again.. no it.s not fantastic 4.. not surt up.. its some comedy plus scary movie.. yesshh it.s 18 pL.. and yeah.. we were allowed to enter.. x) syiookk.. oh yes.. it.s hot fuzz.. it rocked my heelss.. :) haha.. must watch!! i swear that at this particular part u will get scared till u can feel ur heart popping out and jump.. no worries u won.t be alone as everyone else will be doing the same thing.. and when i mean everyone.. its really everyone xD

oh greaat.. now daddy say i cannot go out at night adde.. or he won.t get me a car.. wtff.. stupeed collegee.. *pfft*

till then.. me wanna go nappy.. sleepy.. nights~

p s ♥ don.t mind the spelling errors.. :)

the pink chocoLate

2007-06-22T12:22:00.000+08:00

why that title? because i am reading the blue chocolate and i.ve no idea what to put for the title so it ended up like tat.. X) don.t mind me wei :) when i say wei.. it means i-wei not those "wei.. you ah.. come here.. wei, do this do that.. those kinda wei* (;

this week is the 3rd time i went for break with the ~~old man~~ boyfriend ;) wait.. 2 onlyy larr.. cuz wednesday we had cold warr.. wtf.. glad it was overr.. (: this whole week, wei and i had been alternating on our cold war shit.. it started with hers first than mine than hers.. and we are all back to our happy relationship adde.. noticed why we were emofied the pass few days.. u will notice if u paid attention or at least cared.. but heck.. definitely thankfuL it was all over.. see how can a loveship bring u down and affect u.. enough of crying adyy larr.. let.s kiss the emo days goodbyee xD

i was so bored yesterday i created a new friendster account for the boyfriend and i.. but haven do the profile yet so don.t mind the fuglyness.. add us up ayte? ;) *http://www.friendster.com/ouraffair winks.. owh.. and the photos haven finished posting yet.. ngek.. and.. i think i forgotten the password.. -.- baahh.. just joking la.. my memory not that laoyar can!!

just came back from the aussiedarling.s blogg.. and i curied this pict from her.. :) what to do she never send me photos.. -.-

cheh.. now wanna blame ppl la.. who ask u so stupeed donno how to function the camera.. samo wan slr.. sial..

lesbo much? haha.. yeap.. xiang said to chuen : let.s act like we are kissing.. high on alcohol.. ;) but it kinda failed.. owh.. i miss that straight-effing-long-till-butt-crack-hair :) oops.. i haven washed my hair since monday.. can anyone help.. me donno how lerr.. sighs.. mummys not free to bring me to the saloon.. stuped oily smelly hair.. thou shall wait till mummy is free.. :(

giggles.. i added 2 more links where u can shop online under the shop online category.. have fun.. j.jing.. don.t get glued to the com for few hours again hor.. xD but got one i never buy anything before wan la.. the s.pore wan.. exchange rate highh lar.. :X

gonna be using the net again in few mins from now.. accounting mahh.. computer labby lorr.. can.t stay away from the net wan.. wtf.. :P i am not the only onee.. haha.. ;)

psst : me just heard a guy asking a girl not to emo worr.. say no point emoing over this kinda thing.. hehe.. i think emo is the new beech now.. so we shall all be emo.. siaO.. later kena from the boyf.. lols.. i was just joking la.. emo is so not funn.. ):

p s ♥ went and dap toi during break.. wei and jin.. tsk tsk.. bloody horny couple.. he was saying he got alot of girlF.. and his down there must be strong if not how to have so many.. -.- and jin will be dared to eat the taiwanese sausage the most pedas one.. and wei said she is gonna add mayonese on top of it.. suddenly everyone.s mind went.. jeng jeng jenggg* off the topic.. to human sausages.. weLL.. this is what u get when u sit with 2 wait noo.. 3 horny ppl *including the boyf* tsk tskk.. shakes head..

thank god blogger auto save postt.. cuz i opened too many things at once one boyy it hanged the explorer.. haha.. did i mention i enjoy opening loads of programes at once and the com will get confused and lost.. *yess.. they have emotions too okayh.. and they like to merajuk* and merajuk and hanggg.. ~_~ computers are stupeed too.. ;) yay.. i am not the only one..

indulging in moi own worldyy

2007-06-21T14:30:00.000+08:00

xanga is being a beech therefore can.t login can.t even view ppl.s site.. baahh.. and i am so boredd now.. i.ve been rotting in the library since about an hour ago.. yeah.. i know i just blogged just now.. like few hours back.. i am good.. :D

pet pet is listening to music on headphones and boyy there are so loud i can even hear.. ~_~ i wonder how her ears survive.. eekkx..

i do shop online bytheway.. but only from cheeserland.com/wardrobe only bought 2 tops there and the beau got it for mua.. yeah.. gold digger i am.. i don.t deny it.. but he spoils me loads.. :p

yeeling go check it out and see if u find the top u asked me few months ago.. and i am not lying.. :)

why ah the library com can.t play music till u plugg headphone in wann.. so lousy.. even my 7 yrs old laoyar com also more canggih.. -.-

so sienn.. i.ve got 11 econs questions to do.. gotta help my sis with sth.. and gotta practise piano.. hmms.. i think tonight no need oi oi addee luu.. :(

i miss going to my 2nd home aka baby.s place.. it.s like my playland.. i get facinated everytime i goes there.. yeahh i am a damn jaqoon.. ;)

i hope ur class ends faster so we can go kill time.. weee.. xD

p s ♥ i found a new way to wear my heels.. :) haha.. so gary and king.. is my heels nice? LOL.. inside joke*

wanna know what i did? while they were reading mr. tong.s notes i held my heels in my hand dangle infront of them and asked :is my heels nice?

it sure did made them laughed.. i enjoying seeing them laugh while reading..

i am pure evil.. thankyouverymuchie (:

sex education.. ;)

2007-06-21T11:33:00.000+08:00

sooo i did my stupiedd tutorial just not.. and i think it sucked.. cuz i kept looking at the damn paper.. and blahh.. tongue twisted.. :( i think she is gonna fail mee.. she kept blasting me with questions like nobody business..

*why didn.t u interview the educators?*
*even u at such age knows that sex education is about importance of family values, i am sure educators will know that too so why hasn.t sex education been implemented yet?*
*and loadss more*

first of all me didn.t know need to interview them wan.. damn wtf.. i am not doing my masters or phd.. plus i don.t think those kolot closedd minded educators will answer my question.. they will prolly just gimme the wtf look and ask me to go back study about relevant things.. maybe some might even say why u damn the horny wan.. why u wanna know all these kinda things.. aiyoo ur too young lar.. go learn ur abc, 123 first laa.. -.- baaahh. i wanted to tell her owh i am sorry but it ain.t in the scope of my goddamn research.. but i didn.t larr later she shoot me with lagi more question and i will prolly faiL so badLy i can.t believe it.. :S

yeah.. blame me.. i didn.t practise.. i wasted time photoshoping my bullshit clipss.. total waste of time.. but i think it.s not that ugly.. wahahhaa.. wanna see my slides? wtf.. ayte.. i will post it up soon.. and u all will know that sex education should be taught in schools especially msia.. ;) but than i doubt it..

haha.. i actually thought she was gonna ask me.. err.. so whats oral sex.. how does it happens and her reaction will be like groost out after i explained but too badd she didn.t ask.. cheh.. or maybe she malu to ask? wtf..

okayh.. i am not emo now adee.. everything is fine noww.. :) daddy only gave me 30 bucks despite i lost 65.. why ahh itu orang taylors so loww class wan.. so rich ade samo wanna steal money.. shakes head.. sampah masyarakat man.. next time work as pengutip samaph den dai sei.. who knows.. they might me able to find cash in the sampahs? :D

daddy said i had an expensive miloo.. cuz i lost it after i bought a packet of supposingly 1.20 milo.. it.s now.. 66.20 adde.. wtf.. but i think all my life the amount of miloss i drank cost more than that.. miloo can unemofied me.. ;) bi feels the same waay too.. :p

p s ♥ lucks baby in ur practical few mins from now.. hehe.. i loveyy you.. :)
p s s ♥ jinglebell.. don.t cry don.t emo.. mwahx..
p s s s ♥ wei.. cheer up ayte.. *sayang*

Don't ever wanna have to go & give you up

2007-06-19T15:20:00.000+08:00

j.king said i looked sexaayy..
pris said my cutl is niceeeee la and asked why i made it sound so dreadful worr its still long and nice.. awws.. thanks gurl..
wei said it really suits me and it.s nice not so "kembang" *thanks for everything babee..*
pn nor said its nice and good to have a change.. hmms.. sounds emo to me.. :S
hunter said i look more mature *nah, priss.. go perm also larr.. than won.t look so chiidhish can enter club d.. ;)*
and the otherss said it was nicee..
except for my parents.. -.-

yea so.. almost everyone said i look preeti-err.. i know i very ugly la.. -.-

everyone likes my new hair but mee..

okayh.. stopitalready..
fine.. i am starting to ~~try to~~ love it..

~~today~~ yesterday few ppl did their tutorial.. boyy.. there were damn good.. i think i am so doomed tmr.. :(

oohh.. did i mentioned.. i think i made the sky rained yesterday.. for everytime i cry.. it started raining.. jiuhwei said sky also cry with u wtf.. sorry if i basahkan u ppl.. :D

i skipped damn kao alot of classes just now.. okayh la.. don.t melebih.. it.s just accounts and malay.. cuz i lost my purse.. i know it sounds fake but trust me.. i even cried like a baby.. siao.. i must.ve made a fool outa myself.. everyone was looking at me.. baahh.. cried cuz i emo+everythinghitmeatonce=burst and me don.t wanna loose the things baby gave me.. sounds ridiculous.. i was so lame i even called my daddy and cry.. oh my yongxiang when are u ever gonna grow up.. stoap crying and be independent la wtf.. too badd i guess that day will never come.. :x

okayhh.. i heard alot of things about ppl having a break or taking a time off.. wtff la.. stop it already..

p s ♥ bi just taught me something super cool yesterday!! :D now i can lock my phone adee.. i mean it can auto lock and need enter pincode only it will unlock.. woot.. it.s like a dream come true.. always wanted to know how.. i know i am a damn jaccoon.. ohh and yesshh.. bi fetched me out yumcha cuz i was emoo.. and the yumchaing session made me high on miloo.. omg.. it rhymes.. xD

`i am not aLone

:(

2007-06-18T22:46:00.000+08:00

i look so damn fugly now i can.t even recognise myself.. i must have been stupedd to make that decision.. wanna know what decision i made? check me out.. ;) wtf.. don.t tell me i look lala or whatsoever crapp.. i am sad enuff adee.. x(

bah.. mums being a beech now over the drviving crapp.. damn.. so yeah.. toodles.. :/

p s ♥ darling munn, i can.t wait to see u soon too!! iFMu darling.. mwahx.

haPpY daDdys daY <3~

2007-06-17T17:26:00.000+08:00

Daddy, I haven.t said it much

but i hope u know how much our daddydaughtership means to me ;)
I feeL very the super lucky to have a great dad like you
in fact the greatest and best-est and i don.t wan anybody elsee but you

and boy, i am glad that your my daddy and i love you more than any words can describe..

happy daddys day.. <3

p s i don.t wanna pay for dinner can mah? :x

so.. what do you think? haha.. this is just for entertainment purposes.. ;)

baby come back to me..

2007-06-16T12:57:00.000+08:00

signed in to blogger.. but totally forgotten what i wanted to do.. stuped.. sighs.. baby.s phone kena rampas by his parent ady.. :( cuz of his report card results.. well~ i.ve been through days where i was super screwed up.. days where i thought love was everything and studies mean nothing..-.- yeah.. damn imature i know damn dumb.. but wtf la.. i was once naive.. daddy kept my phone ground me and wtv u can think of la.. yeah.. damn torturing lorr.. i even bought an maxis line.. for fcuks.. and find a old phone and use it at night.. rebel i was.. but damn.. i can.t live without my phone and the calls and chats.. he even took away my room phone.. but it didn.t made me study any harder or wtv also la.. so kinda pointless..

fell asleep while waiting for baby ytd.. useless gf.. yeah.. sorry baby.. feel bad that i can.t be by his side to cheer him up.. guess the scolding was terrible yesterday.. :( think i am damn emofied now.. nvm.. can go let it out on stupied driving later.. i hope..

waaaa.. i want my baby back.. :(

just another day..

2007-06-15T15:06:00.000+08:00

yesterday the c squares and i headed for secret recipe for dinner.. chell an i had to walked there cuz no transport.. waited for darling chuen.. she came and join us at round 7.30.. had loads of gossiping bitching and everything.. u know~ those kinda things u talk about with ur friends.. ;) yeaps.. that was how we kill an hour there.. yeah.. only 1 hour, 60 mins, 3600 seconds.. :( cuz darling chuen had to go off for dinner with her *small lil boyf* he was so cute.. even asked her dad if he can marry her.. and the dad asked how much money u have in ur bank.. know what the 8 yr old answered? 40 cents.. -.- than i went home, watch tv, more tv, hw and slept.. bloody.. i slept at 3 am the previous night okayh.. almost died..

currenly at the library.. using the internet.. baby dragged me ere.. he was supposed to do his physics project yet he had been playing for the pass one hour plus.. basterd~but i still sayang him.. xD oh great.. now he is checking girls out.. ~~wtf~~ :X

TER this round is 79.. well.. at least i improved? x) lalala~ can.t wait for daddy to be home.. nGek~ so gonna manja loads loads.. xD

anywoo, wei danced for me and gene in class just now.. woot~ super chun ler.. and yeaps.. we were very *rong xing* that she willing dance for us.. x) she said very easy wan come i teach u.. we said okayh.. u dance out for us the steps and we will learn.. *it was a trick anyhoow ;)* yeah ryte wei.. easy.. -.- siaO wan.. it seemed easy at first but not when dance alont with her new additction.. *quado quado quado~*

giggles.. i curi snap this pict when he was sleeping.. reminds me of panda ler.. i mean those pandas that are stacked up together wan? cute~ i likey.. <3~

dum deee dum~

2007-06-13T21:27:00.000+08:00

mummy came and fetched me back from college just bcuz i complained too damn much about getting my hair cut.. i just realised it is just too damn long.. ~_~ so on the way home she asked me call the saloon to ask what time they close.. suddenly she asked.. wait.. what day is today? i said erm.. wednesday.. oh no.. they are closed today.. -.- ~~wtf..~~ i so excited and all ady damn potong lorr.. but nvm.. can always go another time.. bahh..

reached home earlier than usual cuz no need wait for j.hwei to fetch.. so i msged daddy and told him my results..
* my results not for report card la.. just the mid yr * daddy.. i wan reward!! love u take care!!
haha.. u might think why the hell she wanna msg her dad.. is she kuku or sth? no i am not.. daddy.s in germany for some exhibition.. and i missed him.. i was expecting a reply like.. okayh.. i will get u everything you want.. *grinS* and of cuz i love you too.. but he never.. hmph. break my heart.. sniff.. he just said *well done.. congratulations* well..~ i rmb last yr on my bday i evern msged him ask him sayang me more.. sorry.. i am still a manja kid.. but it.s okay.. daddy loves to manja me.. ♥

baby.s gonna pinjam me his memory card reader + adapter + psp cable tmr.. weee.. can upload photos ady.. xD giggles.. i hope the ~~old man~~ beau remembers.. ;) beau is a new word my sis taught me.. while i was reading moi.s sis fav HOT mag.. i asked her.. hui.. what is beau.. *thinks in hear : issit boyf ah* aiyoo.. boyfriend larr.. ey, how u tahu wan.. cuz i read story books? ~~wtf~~ i also got read wan lerr..

just now i told darling chuen :
chuen, u know mah.. ppl go library borrow books relevant to their subjects i borrow adobe photoshop oh.. -.-
u know what she reply? damn zha tou :
chuen worst oh.. never go library before.. -.-
haha.. kinda reminds me of the first time i wanna borrow a book from library.. i was thinking shyt.. how to borrow wan.. obviously can.t just walk out from the library.. than i saw pris.. asked her.. she stared at me.. * u never borrow books before wan ah.. chun wei.. than she gave me instructions * haha.. thanks pris.. hearts~

anyhoo, the b and c classes are super duper cold.. i wonder how those a levels punya ppl can tahan lorr.. sit inside there a lil while also shiver like siao ady.. and i am not the only one.. whole class was shivering.. damnit

and ooh yeah.. i am gonna go practise piano now.. sighs.. anyone wanna teach me how to practise? me don.t wanna fail again.. sighs.. *super long sad face* jingLebeLL!! H.E.L.P *screams*

a gOoAt deaD ;)

2007-06-12T15:50:00.000+08:00

monday during break time, while i was walking down the stairs.. i told king i wanna tear those pink paper that state our class changes down.. deng.. u wan me everyday walk till D floor and only know my class is actually at B? no goddamn way man.. so king said.. okayh.. i block u.. go tear la.. Looks around for teacher.. than tore it down.. ;) after break when we were walking back to class we saw another paper was tore down.. cuz got the leftover paper marks there bah.. than he went like.. ooh.. ur not the only one.. of cuz.. i am smart.. ;) giggLes * being the civilized one.. i took time to draw out one fugly one for everyone that is interested and know the existance of my blog.. haha.. so here it is.. x D

yesterday hui told me so so much juicy stories about couple in our skul.. oops i mean my ex skul and her current skul.. haha.. interrested in knowing? lols.. names shall not be mentioned.. there is this couple.. there have sex everyday after skul.. even during *those days* u know what i mean.. ~_~ yeah.. they even said they did it 7 times a day?! damn wtf ryte? i don.t think it.s true la.. deng.. like if do everyday also abit siao ady.. and she is like only so young.. wakk.. too unbelievable le bah.. anyhoo, i believed the story had been tokok tambah-ed ade.. moral of the story? never trust anyone at all.. at least in all these kinda things.. i mean.. u never know what might happen.. bcuz nobody can be trusted and worst? ppl enjoy twisting and turning the whole effing truth.. * sighs *

gotta go practise piano ady.. i.don.t.wanna.fail x (

who cares.. i do.. ;)

2007-06-11T22:58:00.000+08:00

college started again.. sniff.. almost overslept.. luckily baby msged me.. monday morning blues.. i know everyone is experiencing it.. oh well.. anyways, today we all got back all our results.. lols.. was pretty satisfied with everything i got back.. ;) it shall be in order *highest to lowest*

Malay - 88 i think.. haha.. as usual.. it will always be the highest..
Accounts - 83 3/4.. did super stupid mistakes if not can get higher..
Maths- 80.. super duper unexpected weih.. and i thought i failed.. well.. ~_~
Econs- 76.. quite heartbroken though.. stupid mcq killed me x (
English- 50/70.. i actually thought i failed.. >.<>
Malaysian studies- 68.. he wasn.t supposed to tell us but thank god i never fail.. :)

lols.. i hope my results are good enough to bribe daddy for something.. wahhahaha..

wanna go die on the bed now.. super sleepy.. *yawns*

once again.. happy birthday baby boy.. u know i lovey you.. <3~

loNg ExPiRed JaPan Trip pArT 2

2007-06-10T14:48:00.000+08:00

haha.. this time is for real.. no worries.. ;) needed time to sort out the photos and all.. >.< anyways, enjoy ;)

just a trial wan.. i didn.t know till the thing ended weih.. haha.. -.- i miss the drums.. :'(

the pictures says it all.. xD was freezing cold.. we walked to the temple place yo.. haha.. it was nearby lahh anyways.. ;)

i will never forget this day man.. the day where i experienced super painful ear pain.. cuz i think the pressure was different and everything.. see how cold i was.. haha.. even a burning steaming hot cup of tea also turned cold in less than a min.. but it was really beautiful.. wouldn.t mind doing it again.. daddy says it is really very good *feng shui* wahahhaa.. yeah.. my family is into feng shui.. our house is also built acording to it.. everyone.s room and bed.. that.s why my sis had the biggest room.. best position for her.. damn wtf.. unfair siaL.. but oh well..

another temple we went.. actually 2.. first one with the big big family which consist of cousins and everyone.. second one with just the family.. and drank sakae there too.. lols.. yeah.. they serve it in the temple.. not halal wan..

this is the real performance.. ;) awws.. fun fun time i had.. xD

another performance at the nakaichi street.. hehe.. they even had the nakaichi car park.. cool isn.t it?
fyi : my host family.s name is nakaichi.. ;) that.s why i said it is cool..

bah~ photo is too small.. we had outdoor performance the other day, i was the only one who was allowed to wear jacket + sport shoes.. haha.. the others only wore the japanese slipper thingy and the drum uni.. but after they finished playing.. they all sweat like waterfall.. -.- yeah.. need super alot of energy and yeah.. energy.. >.<

at another temple after the drum performance.. we started calling each other names and everything.. -.- bahh.. i so missed them.. :'(

i played barbie.s role for once.. i was barbie and they started dressing me up.. we took like 1 and the half hour just to wear the kimono.. had few layers.. but its the tying up part that takes super long time.. it sure was fun wearing it ;) though got bit difficulty walking.. haha.. -.-

yeap.. back at home.. awws.. i have more photos in my phone.. will try to figure out how to transfer it to my com.. haha.. maybe there will be a part 3? m.a.y.b.e xP

i.don.t.wanna.go.back.college. waaaaa.. U.U

LoNg ExpiRed jApAn tRiP paRt 2 ?

2007-06-08T16:29:00.000+08:00

just came back from driving not long ago.. got back the same instructor.. was happy to see him again.. know why? because he is patient he dont go screaming at me saying "how many times have i told u what to do" bla bla bla.. he is very nice de lorr.. and he cares about his family loads.. keep calling the daughter and wife wan.. awss.. family man.. i likey.. ;) i hope my future husband also like that de.. but of cuz i hope his job is not some driving instructor lar.. -.- ooPs*

yesterday, pris, pammie, sue zan and i went to wait for darling chuen at her apartment.. everytime i think of her apartment, i remember about her doggie *haPpy* xS i am scared of it.. donno why.. 1st time i went there it jumped on me and hurt my back.. yesterday.. he scratched me.. :( but sayanged it awhile than ok ady.. phew~ all of us were talking about how to earn money and all suddenly her maid say *mrk sudah mau balik, cepat pergi sembunyi* than we hide in her room.. waiting to hear dog barking sound.. but after quite a long while only heard the dog barking.. so we waited in her room.. till the door open and lights turned on *surprise!!* eyy.. nobody wan.. damn potong.. suddenly she walked in.. *i very happy oh.. let.s take photo* -.- haha.. oh yeah.. her daddy bought her n95.. waaa.. i also want.. such a nice daddy.. :) we talked awh took photos than went williams ler.. all these while i was wondering where is williams ah.. when we reached there.. only i know where is williams.. *ey wtf i thought very high class wan, yuan lai is some road side stall.. and i pass through there very frequent -.-"* unpredictable.. know what ma? all of us dont have money oh.. i forgot ask from daddy.. maklumlah, hols he tak bagi a single cent wan.. :( so in the end hn paid.. thanks!! ^^ pris fetched me back and chuen they all went puchong.. 0.O~ haha.. imagine if i ikut along.. surely come back kena from daddy wan.. he was waiting for me.. yikes.. sorry daddy.. i forgot bring keys.. fine.. i not even used to bringin keys out wtf.. cuz i dont have to.. oh well.. gotta start bringin keys when i get my license plus car.. ngEk~ CAN.T wait.. but still got so damn long more la.. :'(

i know u all come here see photos wan.. but not ready yet.. haha.. sorry laa.. will update asap.. hugSs*

gOt TaGgEd bY darLing muNnz <3

2007-06-07T14:20:00.000+08:00

Post this sentence. Name hot girls and guys you know (min 10). Rate them and state their status. Then tag 5 people.

ryan <3~>

the bestest boyfriend anybody could ever ask for.. sayang me loads.. and i lovey him duo duo.. was always there when i needed him.. been through all the good and bad times together.. * mwahx * never fail to make me smile and melt my heart :)

rating : +10 million/ 10 xP

status : he.s mine.. what do you think macha? x)

LeE weN chao
had always been there since form2.. my kor kor.. haha.. i know he is younger.. but.. who cares..
ratings : 10/10
status : single and available.. *up for grabs*

LoUis Oh LiH HeRnG ^^
my eMo partner, kaki lang.. haha..
ratings : 10/10
status : sayang his baby girl loads.. obviously taken.. ;)
Gan ZheNg RoY
bakes the best cookies ever.. he has the famous amos recipe yoo.. ;)
*he baked me cookies when i was emo, teman me whole night when we didn.t even know each other* awws.. nice guy..
rating : 10/10
status : up for grabs
isAaC Lim *sth sth* oopS.. sorry zack
gives good discount when u purchase com stuffs from him.. ^^
ratings:10/10
status : back up.. he is my bi.s baby..
sOpHiA gEh SieW wEe
my zhui ai de bi <3>

bestest bi anyone could ever ask for.. was always there when i needed her.. will always wipe my tears away when i cry loves passing me handkerchief.. *giggLes* fetched me all the way to baby.s house to patch things up.. what more can i ever ask for? heart u loads bi.. :)
ratings: 10/10
status : zacks. baby girl.. couple i look up to ^^

SoO yOnG HuI
my sister
short and sweet.. she.s the best.. feeds me food and take great care of me.. always acts like an elder sis.. awws.. love u loads!!
ratings: 10/10
status : single and available..

jOaNne Yap TiEn cHuEn
my darling mean girL
she is on her way home from aussie now.. was always there for me when i needed her.. gives me great advice even when she is so far far away.. * i will never throw chuen away de ok? * ai ni yong yuan..
ratings : 10/10
status : up for grabs ;)

LoO sUk MunN
beLoved darLing <3>

her sms makes me smile like an idiot.. misses her loads.. haven seen her in months.. ;'(
ratings : 10/10
status : up for grabs.. xP
VicKy ^^
good at html, photoshop, make up and everything.. u name it.. shes got it.. wOoT!
ratings : 10/10
status : ooh.. she just confirmed.. and yes.. she is available.. xP

5 ppl i tag:
* sOo YonG hUi
* PriS
* DarLing cHuen
* JinG xIu
* ZheNg WeI

chell just msged my saying our pm is a bitch cuz he is marrying another woman yet still say his love for his wife will remain as strong as ever..
i agree with her.. and i think he is the most useless pm ever.. argh.. bloody useless man.. fan guai lar..

dO mE a LiL faVouR :)

2007-06-06T20:40:00.000+08:00

am currently at biiiii.s house.. hehe.. followed him to some pc fair to get his speakers.. for his bday present.. ^^.. good that he finally got what he always wanted.. ngek.. ;) than we headed to klcc punya pizza for lunch with wei zhe and kah jun.. fun ride it was on the lrt and during lunch.. x)

anyways, when ur here reading this.. do me a favour will you? on the right of thing page u will see *refer to the below pict* just click on where the arrow is pointing to in the pict and answer few simple questions okayh? thankyouverymuchie.. * mwahx * ;)

p s : help me with this okayh? xie xie!! :)

weLcoMe tO bLogger.. ;)

2007-06-05T16:04:00.000+08:00

this is actually my 3rd blog in blogger.. haha.. yeah.. don.t think i.ve told anyone/anybody b4.. times when i blogged in blogspot is when i am super emo.. and everything is privatised.. just needed to let it all out.. >.< therefore i.ve absolutely no idea how all the linking thingy works.. sniff.. anyone wanna help me? i added all the links under the *the humans* part but but i donno whatthehell happened.. :( one thing i hate about blogger is the uploading photos part.. pffft* and and no emotions wan.. unlike xanga.. sniff* ;'(

wanna go bathe now.. ;) toodles..

DoN.T jUdgE a BoObS bY itS bRa ;)

time.

sigh.

the last.

invisible.

disappointed

zomfgwthbbq xD

tagGed

one year. . .

Multiple angle

bYe ByE~

Pat pAt sTaBbEd me!!

BeLoVed sOpPieBi and ZaCk,

*mY emO moE pLace

dumbbbb

wrOommm~

hApPy aNniVerSary <3~

tO be continued..

fOr the fiRsT time

sTageS. . .

shuFFLe

hiGh anD crazEe *giggLes*

frEe buRuNg~

kiss you gooDbye :)

what the o.O

not exactly reckLess.. :S

phOtobLog?

prObatiOn~

:)

DadDy deAresT

:S

gueSs..

praYss

traLaLaLa~

pAsSeDDD..

driFting 10001

untitLed LaGee

a SoUnD oF tHuNdEr

NoKia N95

because i am a BITCH

DeaR pRiS

GreETINgs fROm metrO :P

forever means nothing

lalala~

runawAy

goOgLe?

don.t judge a boobs by its bra.. :p

singLe?

yay!

a cOws coLLecTiOn ;)

Just another update ;)

yongyongs sorbett..

the pink chocoLate

indulging in moi own worldyy

sex education.. ;)

Don't ever wanna have to go & give you up

:(

haPpY daDdys daY <3~

baby come back to me..

just another day..

dum deee dum~

a gOoAt deaD ;)

who cares.. i do.. ;)

loNg ExPiRed JaPan Trip *pArT 2*

LoNg ExpiRed jApAn tRiP *paRt 2* ?

gOt TaGgEd bY darLing muNnz <3

dO mE a LiL faVouR :)

weLcoMe tO bLogger.. ;)

hiGh anD crazEe giggLes

loNg ExPiRed JaPan Trip pArT 2

LoNg ExpiRed jApAn tRiP paRt 2 ?