disappointed

so you are disappointed. big deal. as if i.m not. i can.t believe you hung up on me. oh well. it doesn.t matter anyway kan? i am NOT your girlfriend. so why even bother.

you know what.i seriously think that we are so not meant to be.

nothing i did was ever right in ur eyes. NOTHING at all.

so i guess this is goodbye.

you deserve someone better. someone other than me. someone that will never disappoint you.

yes. i know i am useless and hopeless.

sorry for hurting you.

sorry for everything. i guess it wasn.t enough.

i believe you are definitely better off without me.

have fun living without me.

i hate the fact that i still love you.

but i believe love isn.t supposed to be this way.

no you did not screw up. i did. it happens all the time anyways.

i know i am not good enough. i am sorry.

but you know what. i need my freedom too. and my friends.

maybe things changed. we just didn.t wanna accept it.

i am sorry it had to end this way.

maybe it is the best way out.

goodbye my love.

zomfgwthbbq xD

since my blog is dead. i have a not-so-brilliant-idea to do with this blog. i shall blog here whenever bitches messes with me/any of my dahlings. ;)

to you.
oh so lifeless fcuking pathetic childish bitch.

stop messing with people.s life and talking bullcockshit when u know nothing.

stop acting like you really love someone when actually u want another person.

just leave darling kiwi alone already.

good for you that ur friends are ditching you.

perhaps u should know the problem lies in you.

so stop blaming other people or pushing faults to them already.

you fcuking hit puberty ady. so please grow up. stop acting like a goddamn kiddo.

tagGed

its been a longg time since i ever updated here. so since i have nothing to do. i mean. i actually need to study. but heck. just gonna do the tag by zhu xiao. <33

1. Who was the last person to call you baby?
sanjay :D

2. When shopping at the grocery store, do you return your cart?
i hardly even use the cart. but if i do. of cuz. wait. by return u mean returning it to its original place or just leaving it aside? sides, why would i wanna bring a cart home? play shopping at home? no thanks.

3. If you had to kiss the last person you kissed, would you?
haha. do i have a choice? i think i will. ;p
OF CUZ I WILL!

4. Has someone ever sang a song to you?
someone promised to sing while playing the guitar for me on my birthday. :(

5. Do you play Sudoku?
No! it sucks. prolly cuz i donno how it works. and i think its a waste of time. haha.

6. If abandoned alone in the wilderness would you survive?
i don.t think so~ haha.

7. If your house was on fire, what would be the first thing you would do?
tell my famile and than grab my fav clothes, lingeries, soft toys, bolster, handphone and stuff. xD

8. Who was the last person you shared a bed with?
the "twin".;)

9. Who do you text the most?
besties of cuz. and mean girl too. yeah. i know its damn expensive to msg australia. but i am used to it anyways. haha.

10. Who last said they loved you?
hmms. i think it was soppiebi! angelbi loves you too! <3~

11. What color are your eyes?
black.

12. How tall are you?
151cm short. :(

13. Do you like your parents?
hell no. i love them!! XDD

14. Do you secretly like someone?
u mean like as in love kinda like or normal kinda like? anyways. its none. haha.

15. Why did your last relationship end?
maybe cuz it wasn.t meant to be? WTF

16. Who was the last person you said you loved on the phone?
ryan. -.-

17. Favorite ex?
neh. the one. haha. the one which made the relationship like a fairytale. :) my angel. haha.

18. Where was the furthest place you traveled?
Japan?

19. Do you like mustard?
haven tried it. :/

20. Do you prefer to sleep or eat?
can i have both? need them both to grow fatter. xD

21. Do you look like your mom or dad?
i think i look like both. duh. they lahirkan me wan right? -.-
dad: skinny, boney.
mum:short.

22. How long does it take you in the shower?
hmms. not that long. prolly 10-15 mins? i don.t play in there anymore u know. but i miss my bath tub though. haha.

23. Can you do splits?
when i was young. yeah. i was selected to go for some dance thingy. but i rejected. ngek~

24. What movie do you want to see right now?
so many!! but right NOW. i just wanna sleep. its raining. nice atmosphere. ;)

25. Do you think The Grudge was crappy?
what makes u think i.ve watched it. haha.

26. Was your mom a cheerleader?
haha. i don.t think so. lols. (:

27. What's the last letter of your middle name?
asian : soo yong xiang. so last letter of my middle name is g.
britian : yongxiang soo. no middle name. but wait. i reemmbered saying emo is my middle name. so i guess its an o! haha. xD

28. How many hours of sleep do you get a night?
exam day : less than 5.
normal day: hmms. i.ve no idea. cuz i.d wake up. eat for 10-20 mins. and sleep again. and i.d be sleeping the whole day. haha.

29. Do you like care bears?
yeah. they are super comel. (:

30. Do you hate chocolate?
no way. i loveee em. which reminds me. i gotta send my shopping list to darling mean girl. <3 don.t forget my frog choco. xDD

31. What do you and your parents fight about the most?
i don.t remember us fighting ever since last year? hahaha

32. Are you a gullible person?
haha. i don.t think so. wait. maybe i am. -.-

33. Do you need a boyfriend/girlfriend to be happy?
not really but i need both. :) but i love my girlfriends moree. guys are dumb. ;D

34. Are you easy to get along with?
it depends. i can be a pain in the ass for some people. haha. it all depends on the way u treat me.

35. What is your favorite time of day?
err. bedtime? hahaha.

36. Are you a generally happy person?
maybe yes. and maybe no. it depends. different day different mood. but overall. i think i am a happy person. :)

37. 4 ppl to do this:
if you ever reads my blog again. here goes :
`yong hui
`mellie
`darling besties
`junjie *balas dendam. xD*