and so. i checked my results yesterday. though TER of 90.85 seems good. but but. its actually not as awesome as it seems. its like worst that i expected. okay. i admit i thought i will get a higher TER.

no. i didn.t get a 18 for malay. neither did i get a 17 for econs. :( sighs.

but i guess i did my best?

and thats all that matter. ;)

although you sometimes drive me up the wall.

make me sad and tear.

but at the end of the day.
you.ll sayang me back and wipe my tears away.

lalala~

i am sorry for all the fights we had when i just came back from family trip.
but i am glad its all over now and we are all lovey dovey again.

mwahs.

thanks for everything you.ve done.

&& i love you retard. (:

disappointed

so you are disappointed. big deal. as if i.m not. i can.t believe you hung up on me. oh well. it doesn.t matter anyway kan? i am NOT your girlfriend. so why even bother.

you know what.i seriously think that we are so not meant to be.

nothing i did was ever right in ur eyes. NOTHING at all.

so i guess this is goodbye.

you deserve someone better. someone other than me. someone that will never disappoint you.

yes. i know i am useless and hopeless.

sorry for hurting you.

sorry for everything. i guess it wasn.t enough.

i believe you are definitely better off without me.

have fun living without me.

i hate the fact that i still love you.

but i believe love isn.t supposed to be this way.

no you did not screw up. i did. it happens all the time anyways.

i know i am not good enough. i am sorry.

but you know what. i need my freedom too. and my friends.

maybe things changed. we just didn.t wanna accept it.

i am sorry it had to end this way.

maybe it is the best way out.

goodbye my love.

zomfgwthbbq xD

since my blog is dead. i have a not-so-brilliant-idea to do with this blog. i shall blog here whenever bitches messes with me/any of my dahlings. ;)

to you.
oh so lifeless fcuking pathetic childish bitch.

stop messing with people.s life and talking bullcockshit when u know nothing.

stop acting like you really love someone when actually u want another person.

just leave darling kiwi alone already.

good for you that ur friends are ditching you.

perhaps u should know the problem lies in you.

so stop blaming other people or pushing faults to them already.

you fcuking hit puberty ady. so please grow up. stop acting like a goddamn kiddo.

tagGed

its been a longg time since i ever updated here. so since i have nothing to do. i mean. i actually need to study. but heck. just gonna do the tag by zhu xiao. <33

1. Who was the last person to call you baby?
sanjay :D

2. When shopping at the grocery store, do you return your cart?
i hardly even use the cart. but if i do. of cuz. wait. by return u mean returning it to its original place or just leaving it aside? sides, why would i wanna bring a cart home? play shopping at home? no thanks.

3. If you had to kiss the last person you kissed, would you?
haha. do i have a choice? i think i will. ;p
OF CUZ I WILL!

4. Has someone ever sang a song to you?
someone promised to sing while playing the guitar for me on my birthday. :(

5. Do you play Sudoku?
No! it sucks. prolly cuz i donno how it works. and i think its a waste of time. haha.

6. If abandoned alone in the wilderness would you survive?
i don.t think so~ haha.

7. If your house was on fire, what would be the first thing you would do?
tell my famile and than grab my fav clothes, lingeries, soft toys, bolster, handphone and stuff. xD

8. Who was the last person you shared a bed with?
the "twin".;)

9. Who do you text the most?
besties of cuz. and mean girl too. yeah. i know its damn expensive to msg australia. but i am used to it anyways. haha.

10. Who last said they loved you?
hmms. i think it was soppiebi! angelbi loves you too! <3~

11. What color are your eyes?
black.

12. How tall are you?
151cm short. :(

13. Do you like your parents?
hell no. i love them!! XDD

14. Do you secretly like someone?
u mean like as in love kinda like or normal kinda like? anyways. its none. haha.

15. Why did your last relationship end?
maybe cuz it wasn.t meant to be? WTF

16. Who was the last person you said you loved on the phone?
ryan. -.-

17. Favorite ex?
neh. the one. haha. the one which made the relationship like a fairytale. :) my angel. haha.

18. Where was the furthest place you traveled?
Japan?

19. Do you like mustard?
haven tried it. :/

20. Do you prefer to sleep or eat?
can i have both? need them both to grow fatter. xD

21. Do you look like your mom or dad?
i think i look like both. duh. they lahirkan me wan right? -.-
dad: skinny, boney.
mum:short.

22. How long does it take you in the shower?
hmms. not that long. prolly 10-15 mins? i don.t play in there anymore u know. but i miss my bath tub though. haha.

23. Can you do splits?
when i was young. yeah. i was selected to go for some dance thingy. but i rejected. ngek~

24. What movie do you want to see right now?
so many!! but right NOW. i just wanna sleep. its raining. nice atmosphere. ;)

25. Do you think The Grudge was crappy?
what makes u think i.ve watched it. haha.

26. Was your mom a cheerleader?
haha. i don.t think so. lols. (:

27. What's the last letter of your middle name?
asian : soo yong xiang. so last letter of my middle name is g.
britian : yongxiang soo. no middle name. but wait. i reemmbered saying emo is my middle name. so i guess its an o! haha. xD

28. How many hours of sleep do you get a night?
exam day : less than 5.
normal day: hmms. i.ve no idea. cuz i.d wake up. eat for 10-20 mins. and sleep again. and i.d be sleeping the whole day. haha.

29. Do you like care bears?
yeah. they are super comel. (:

30. Do you hate chocolate?
no way. i loveee em. which reminds me. i gotta send my shopping list to darling mean girl. <3 don.t forget my frog choco. xDD

31. What do you and your parents fight about the most?
i don.t remember us fighting ever since last year? hahaha

32. Are you a gullible person?
haha. i don.t think so. wait. maybe i am. -.-

33. Do you need a boyfriend/girlfriend to be happy?
not really but i need both. :) but i love my girlfriends moree. guys are dumb. ;D

34. Are you easy to get along with?
it depends. i can be a pain in the ass for some people. haha. it all depends on the way u treat me.

35. What is your favorite time of day?
err. bedtime? hahaha.

36. Are you a generally happy person?
maybe yes. and maybe no. it depends. different day different mood. but overall. i think i am a happy person. :)

37. 4 ppl to do this:
if you ever reads my blog again. here goes :
`yong hui
`mellie
`darling besties
`junjie *balas dendam. xD*

one year. . .

what does it even means.

i do not know anymore.

whats the point of going so far.

i think my blog very dead ady.. x(

anyways, happy merdeka ya'll..
i am sure everyone had fun partaying/clubbing yesterday..

well, good reason to stay out ma kan? ;)

as for moi, i stayed home..
damn good girl horr..

yeah right..

kiss my ass..

aiyoo.. ghost month marr..

so duwan go out..

-.-

self comforting..

but luckily didn.t had any plans..

period.

wanna go eat dinner adyy..

i am hungryyyy.. :)

Multiple angle

wanna know what the tittle means?

click *HerE
;)

its based on real life story

and yesh, the writer is no other than my sister..

enjoy the firrst part of the story..
*wait, will there even be a 2nd part? :S*
anyways, just enjoy it laa..

its entertaining..

bYe ByE~

my sis.s jap girl just went back yesterday night..

i thought i took aLOT of photos with her..

but sadly..

i only found one..

waaaa..

everyone, meet Ayami.

we are at the fish pond..
i donno what happened to the water..
it turned green recently..

-.-
oh yesh, in case u didn.t know..
i have a DOG..
:)
but i am scared of it..
:/

the reason i uploaded this photo is bcuz i am in the background..
which makes the 2nd photo i sort of took with her..
-.-
the car in the middle was supposed to be my honda civic..
boohoo :(
yes, she is having fun with the psp..
while i was trying to sleep..
yeap..
3rd photo with her! ;)

their group photo..
check out the girl with the heart shape bag, the bag is damn obvious, so unles ur blind, u should be able to spot her.
anywee, her bag was super overweight, and when they re-pack her bag in the airport, there was even hanger in them..
o.O
damn wtff..
the girl beside her, is super pathetic, she took out a super big handkerchief and started crying..
like non stop okayh..
siao wan..
and the handkerchief was damnn big..
i think it is as big as my body..
i know i have a small body, but for a handkerchief's size, its effing big hou mou..
~_~

the last sight of her..
oh yeah, she teared..
;'(

will blog about what i did yesterday soon..

p s ♥ i have got a new toy!! xD

Pat pAt sTaBbEd me!!

INSTRUCTION:

Bold the statements that are true to you.

Italicize the statements that you WISH are true.

Leave the fibs alone.

Then, stab 5 people to do the same test.

1) I miss somebody right now.

2) I do not watch tv these days.

3) I wear glasses or contact lenses.

4) I love to play video games.

5) I have tried marijuana.

6) I have been in a threesome.

7) I believe honesty is usually the best policy.

8) I have changed mentally over the last year.

9) I curse.

10) I am totally smart.

11) I’ve broken someone’s bones.

12) I am paranoid sometimes.

13) I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.

14) I need money right now.

15) I love sushi.

16) I talk really, really fast.

17) I have long hair.

18) I have lost money in Las Vegas.

19) I have at least one sibling.

20) I have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyelashes in the past.

21) I couldn't survive without Caller ID.

22) I like the way I look.

23) I am usually pessimistic.

24) I have a lot of mood swings.

25) I have a hidden talent.

26) I am always hyper.

27) I have a lot of friends.

28) I have pecked someone of the same sex.

29) I enjoy talking on the phone.

30) I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants.

31) I love to shop.

32) Enjoy window shopping.

33) I would rather shop than eat.

34) I don't hate anyone.

35) I am a pretty good dancer.

36) I am completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother.

37) I have a cell phone.

38) I believe in God.

39) I am an adrenaline junkie.

40) I watch MTV on a daily basis.

41) I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months.

42) I have rejected someone before.

43) I want to have children in the future.

44) I have changed a diaper before.

45) I have called the cops on a friend before.

46) I am not allergic to anything.

47) I have a lot to learn.

48) I am shy around members with the opposite sexs.

49) I have made a move on a friends significant other or crush in the past.

50) I have tried alcohol before.

51) I own the South Park movie.

52) I would die for my best friend.

53) I think that Pizza Hut has the best pizza.

54) I have used my sexuality to advance my career.

55) I love Michael Jackson, scandals and all.

56) Halloween is awesome because you get free candy.

57) I watch Spongebob Squarepants and I like it.

58) I am happy at this moment!

59) I am obsessed with girls/guys.

60) I tie my shoelaces differently from anyone I've ever met.

61) I study for tests most of the time.

62) I am comfortable with who I am right now.

63) I have more than just my ears pierced.

64) I walk barefoot wherever I can.

65) I have jumped off a bridge.

66) I love sea turtles.

67) I spend ridiculous money on makeup.

68) Plan on achieving a major goaldream.

69) I am proficient in a musical instrument.

70) I hate office jobs

.71) I love sci-fi movies.

72) I think water rules.

73) I went college out of state.

74) I like sausages.

75) I love kisses.

76) I fall for the worst people.

77) I adore bright colours.

78) I cant live without black eyeliner.

79) I dont know why the hell I just did this stupid thing.

80) I usually like covers better than originals.

81) I can pick up things with my toes.

82) I can whistle.

83) I can move my tongue in waves, much like a snakes slither.

84) I have ridden/owned a horse.

85) I still have every journal I've written in.

86) I can stick to a diet.

87) I talk in my sleep.

88) I try to forget things by drowning them out with loads of distractions.

89) I have jazz in my blood.

90) Climbing trees is a brilliant past-time.

91) I wear a toe ring.

92) I can't stand at LEAST one person that I work with.

93) I am a caffeine junkie.

94) I cosplay or know what cosplaying is.

95) I have been to over 15 conventions.

96) I will collect anything, and the more nonsensical the better.

97) I am an artist.

98) I only clean my room when necessary.

99) I like a person of the same sex.

100) I love being happy.

I stab :

`jingjing

`darling chuen

`besties (ur blog is soooo deaddd)

`hui

`suk munn