the last.

my life had always always been about you.ryanfooshikai


i can.t believe, your not gonna be part of it anymore.


now all the decision and choices i make, will only be me me and me and no more me and you.


its just. so. not fair. and i need way alot of geting used to to be done. long sigh*


did we just lose it all? just that like?



sighs. goodbye honeymoon in japan. goodbye studying in aussie together. goodbye broken promises and empty lies.



but if your love for me were to be a lie, than i guess i.d rather not be in it.



this is just too much to bear. too much :(