and so. i checked my results yesterday. though TER of 90.85 seems good. but but. its actually not as awesome as it seems. its like worst that i expected. okay. i admit i thought i will get a higher TER.

no. i didn.t get a 18 for malay. neither did i get a 17 for econs. :( sighs.

but i guess i did my best?

and thats all that matter. ;)

i think my blog very dead ady.. x(

anyways, happy merdeka ya'll..
i am sure everyone had fun partaying/clubbing yesterday..

well, good reason to stay out ma kan? ;)

as for moi, i stayed home..
damn good girl horr..

yeah right..

kiss my ass..

aiyoo.. ghost month marr..

so duwan go out..

-.-

self comforting..

but luckily didn.t had any plans..

period.

wanna go eat dinner adyy..

i am hungryyyy.. :)

bYe ByE~

my sis.s jap girl just went back yesterday night..

i thought i took aLOT of photos with her..

but sadly..

i only found one..

waaaa..

everyone, meet Ayami.

we are at the fish pond..
i donno what happened to the water..
it turned green recently..

-.-
oh yesh, in case u didn.t know..
i have a DOG..
:)
but i am scared of it..
:/

the reason i uploaded this photo is bcuz i am in the background..
which makes the 2nd photo i sort of took with her..
-.-
the car in the middle was supposed to be my honda civic..
boohoo :(
yes, she is having fun with the psp..
while i was trying to sleep..
yeap..
3rd photo with her! ;)

their group photo..
check out the girl with the heart shape bag, the bag is damn obvious, so unles ur blind, u should be able to spot her.
anywee, her bag was super overweight, and when they re-pack her bag in the airport, there was even hanger in them..
o.O
damn wtff..
the girl beside her, is super pathetic, she took out a super big handkerchief and started crying..
like non stop okayh..
siao wan..
and the handkerchief was damnn big..
i think it is as big as my body..
i know i have a small body, but for a handkerchief's size, its effing big hou mou..
~_~

the last sight of her..
oh yeah, she teared..
;'(

will blog about what i did yesterday soon..

p s ♥ i have got a new toy!! xD

guess what?

i saw the stuped car that banged me yesterday but i didn.t go kacau the car.. i guess i believe what goes around comes around ba.. i hope he kena bang one day till the car kemek.. ;)

i am off to bed now.. tired tired..

nightss~

dumbbbb

QuesTion : Who the hell kena bang from car behind yet drive off without making the bang-er pay?

Answer : Hell yeah, its nobody else but ME

hmms.. lemme tell u what happened.. so traumatised.. heck i couldn.t even concentrate driving..

so at this effing busy junction, when i wanted to turn out cuz i wanna follow the car next to me, but cannot.. so obviously waited there right? den the wira aunty so kind ask me to go.. when i just about to go, the f*cking white ugly S.E myvi banged me.. and i accidentally cursed in the car.. heck.. the bang was so damn LOUD.. i swear.. and the smarty ass me just drove off fastly.. ~_~ damn stuped right.. deng.. i still can remember that stupd guy.s car plate.. WQA 507.. if i ever see ur fugly car appear.. i will make sure it go home with extra scratches and lao hong tayar.. bitch.. if you tak boleh pandu kereta than don.t take the public transport or whatsoever.. and yesh.. pay attention on the road and not busy making love in the car.. wtff.. you are just lucky today that the car u langgar drove off without asking 3000 bucks from u.. know why so much? cuz i am gonna re-paint it.. and thou shall pay for it.. :) gahh.. daddy is right.. not everyone can afford to write cheque and pay how much u wan them to.. i am lucky that my car isn.t some ciplak milo tin car.. gosh.. if not the whole bumper sure jatuh ade wan.. bloody bastard.. if i bloody drive a pajero or 4 wheel drive.. i assure ur cheap skit bumper fall off immediately.. pfftt.. in the end i saw the car and honk at him.. know what the ball-less guy did? drove away super fast.. why? no money to pay ah? than don.t drivee la..


if got baby in the car the baby sure die wan.. -.-

i hope i still dare to drive the boyf out later.. xS..
i was so scared i even came down from the car and asked mummy to park when we reached home.. sorry la.. got extra car at home no angle to drive in.. sSs..

this time it ain.t me who almost bang ppl is ppl bang me.. :'(

if i driving new car.. i think my heart pecah ade luu..

oh well~

sighx*

i hope everything will be fine again.. :(
i miss you~

wrOommm~

wiLL be driving to coLLege tommorow..!!

with my daddy by my side.. -.-

oh well.. daddy u say one or 2 days one ah.. no MORE than that!! :)

oh yeshh, the boyf will be coming too.. x)

please be prepared for any heart attack kay?

just joking..

saYanG*

for safety purposes, i urge u to wear the seat belt..

-.-'

-.-"

tO be continued..

leo iu/installation later..

should i go..

or should i not..

will continue this post later..

will tell u all about my new car.. -.-

and my japanese girl..

:)

fOr the fiRsT time

after 7 months..

i had the chance to reACh home at 1.15 :)
i think there is no way for sam ppl to reach home so early..
at least not for my class

which reminds me of secondary..

cool huh..

haha..

but i think this is gonna be the last time alsoo..

:(

sTageS. . .

wei just showed me something meaningful.. sharing is caring thus this.. oh yeshh,, stole it from her blog.. oops.. sorry bitchh.. :)

do you know?i feel like we are really deeply influenced by the people around us, even more so by the things we see on tv, read in books.i read the readers' digest article , it was about the stages of relationships.

1st - Romance.

here's where all the lovey-dovey stuff start and this is probably the happiest time in a relationship.

2nd - Dissilusionment

ere's where you notice your partner, is flawed.he's not perfect, and neither are you!

3rd - Power struggle

here's where we both try to change each other to suit each other's preferences/needs.terrible thing about this power struggle is that half the time we don't realize it.

4th - Awakening

lovely part, this.here's where the two partners both realize that they are in love with each other, not the person they want each other to be.they appreciate and love each other for all they are,including their differences.even though quarrels are inevitable, they try to solve it and work at it,and i guess it gets easier because both are more accepting, more loving,more trusting,and naturally, more understanding.

5th - long-term marriage

this is where i wanna be! i bet everyone also kan? :)

shuFFLe

it was besties.s belated bday celebration yesterday..

so cool laa..

she got so many ang powss..

how come i don.t get ang powSS on my bday wan..

hmph..

unfair..

these are the only photos i have..

cuz we both donno how to use the camera..

oh welll.. -.-

the rest are all in hers..

but i think the photos all looks the SAME..

so its ok..

its. been months since we last camslut..

bahh..

i remember it used to be what we do every week last time.

sniff..

:(

sherri just got a new hairdo..

hwat hwat hwat..

waaa.. too bad she left early..

can.t take photo with her..
x(

i think i.d better do the tag my sis ♥ tagged me..
or else she will say..
pian xing..
cuz i did darling munzz ones and not hers..
so here it iss.. :)

1.Put your music player on shuffle.
2.Press forward for each question.
3.Use the song title as the answer to the question even if it doesn't make sense. No cheating.
4.With the answers, give your own comments on how they relate to the questions.
5.Tag 5 people.

How are you feeling today?
`What.s Left of me - Nick Lachey
so what.s left of me? hmms..

Will you get far in life?
`endLess story - some jap singer
o.O~ sounds like some fairytale to me.. hehe..

What is your best friend's theme song?
`Here without you- 3 Doors Down
serious? hmms.. maybe laa.. cuz we both like emo songs wan.. so if its emo i guess she.d like it..

What is the story of your life?
`This I Promise you - Ronan Keating
wahahaha.. i still believe that promises are meant to be broken.. heck.. so i don.t believe in you, prOmise.

What was high school like?
`mei ren yu - Vivian hsu
okayh.. i know i.ve a mermaid friend but i don.t think my high skul was like mei ren yu.. hmms.. and i think its a emo song.. if ur asking me like in the middle of form5 so i guess it kinda describe it bah.. -.- heck.. i only heard the front part.. now now.. next question..

How can you get ahead in life?
`the actor- michael learns to rock
cooLie~ i shall be the next top actress.. ;)

What's the best thing about your friends?
`walk away - kelly clarkson
I'm looking for attention,Not another question,Should you stay or should you go?Well, if you don't have the answer,Why are you still standin' here?Hey, hey, hey, heyJust walk away~

Describe your grandparents.
`that.s why- Micheal Learns to rock
I won’t forget the way you’re kissing,The feeling’s so strong were lasting for so long
i guess they won.t kan? they are ade 70+
hehe..
k laa..
i only took the happy part out..
cuz they other parts of the song don.t suit them.. :)

How's your life going?
`torn-Letoya Luckett
:'( it is?
oh yeah it is..
i am broke, maths test confirm FAIL, mini project. donno laa.. :(
darling chuen.s leaving tomorrow and i haven go out with her!!
#@%*

What song will they play at your funeral?
`not like that- Ashley Tisdale
uh huh.. who'd be jealous of somebody in a coffin?

Will you have a happy life?
`Sanaroul something- korean
heck.. i don.t even understand anything..

What do your friends really think of you?
`hero- Enrique Iglesias
hmms.. really?
"i.ll stand by u forever"

Do people secretly lust after you?
`walk away- Paula De Anda
i don.t think so.. they.d run away.. :) please la.. got nothing to lust after also.. -.-

How can you make yourself happy?
`Alone- My Girl OST
no.. i hate to be alone.. so lonely..

What should you do with your life?
`i wanna be with you-mandy moore
awws.. the boyf.s ringtone!! :) giggles..

Will you ever have children?
`25 minutes - Michael Learns to rock
25 minutes too late? *guLps*
why got so many michael learns to rock song wan..
this is what u get when u don.t use ur own music player.. :S

What song would you strip to?
`keep holding on- Avril Lavinge
uh huh..

What does your mom think of you?
`bop to the top- Lucas Grabeel and Ashley Tisdale
shake some booteh and turn around.. ;)

What is your deep, dark secret?
`If only tears could bring you back - M2M
:X
some things are better left unsaid..

What is your mortal enemy's theme song?
`hei she mao yi - gay cow
what is the song about? -.-

What's your personality like?
`big girls don.t cry- Fergie
so fake.. i cry everyday wan.. haha.. okayh.. fine not everyday.. hmms.. maybe its just cuz i am not a big girl yet la.. ;)

What song will be played at your wedding?
`Incomplete- Backstreet Boys
without you all I'm going to be is incomplete ♥

5 People I tag:
`running - No doubt
i think the band broke up.. :\
so sien laa.. duwan tag ppl laa.. :) hehe..

bathe time..

ciaoz.

frEe buRuNg~

stress time is over.. :)
no its not..

mini project is nextt

time to playy again..
aiyoo..
at least lemme enjoy first laa..

weeee..

xD

oh yesshh

buh bye civic..

donno to be happy or not..

xS

what the o.O

wei and pat will be coming to mois house later..
;)

the boyf left me and went dating..

:/

bi is having extra class now she can.t accompany me.. :(

so lonely laa..

why la u all treat me like that..

sniff..

i hate driving at night with the stuped rain.. ade so emo samo make me more emoo.. gahh.. :S

and no worries.. my driving skills better ade.. :) drove the family to breakfast, pump petrol, fetch the sister and for dinner.. might be fetching wei and pat back later.. if daddy is home.. :) hehe..

aihs.. still need to wait for half an hour more.. :x

not exactly reckLess.. :S

with totally no driving experience of auto car before.. i drove jiu hwei.s car.. drove back from college.. haha.. yeah ryte.. drove from tmn megah to baby.s castle.. ;) it went fine till i reached this junction near the boys house.. didn.t wanna use the super scary slope so instead i used another way.. i didn.t stop at the junction cuz the stuped kelise is still quite far away.. so i accelerate and i almost kill both of them.. heck.. the kelisa was so damn closse.. *according to both of them* and jiu hwei yelled at me.. the first thing both of them said was your not gonna drive ANYMORE ,i am not letting u drive.. i bet i scare the shit outta them but the only thing i did was laughed.. -.- yesterday was the first time i saw jw acting not like his usual self.. he was damn gan jiong in the car.. i asked him to put his hand at the hand break incase anything were to happen.. oh well.. i told mummy i drove and she wasn.t happy with the idea.. and when i told her about the pre-accident thingy she said i bet they both were "lian qing chun bai-ing" muka pucating at that moment.. lalala~

today i drove mummys car.. :) hehe.. daddy was supposed to fetch her from section 14 but he allowed me to drive.. damn scary.. super alot of cars.. i was being kind hearted to let one car cut into my lane.. and suddenly all the other cars followed.. damn wtf ryte.. bully me.. hmph.. my parents were busy pressing their legs acting as if they both had a break with them.. super funny i cant stop laughing till kena marahed few times.. the scarriest part was.. i drove at the seriously damn wrong lane and almost bang the car coming towards me.. at first the fella flash lights at me.. i thinking what the hell is wrong with u.. go away i wanna go straight.. suddenly daddy asked me break.. than i realised oh shit.. i am so dead.. i tot he was gonna ask me come down from the car and he will take over but he never.. gwadd.. that was damn f*cking scary.. but i reached home safe and sound.. so thats all that matters kan.. ;)

went to collect the sis.s hairy potter book.. haha.. damn nice the front cover i like.. have u seen the childs edition wan? damn jeng.. yong suii.. and.. whats the point of not selling the hairy potter books cuz of carrefour and tesco.. didn.t u all know that their hairy potter memang cheap like siaL wan? oh well.. stuped people.. aiyoo besides.. not everyone like soft cover books wan mah.. brainless people.. :/ there are people who are willing to pay the extra bit of cash wan laa okayh.. siaL.. but quite good also lorr.. cuz no jam at mph just now.. imagine if they release the book surely damn alot people wan.. ngek~ XD

*correction*
sis said the hairy potter book sold at tesco is hard cover wan worr.. so worth it to buy.. if ur a potter fan.. ;)

can somebody please teach me statistics ahh.. waaaaa.. i really don.t understand anything about it.. pass year papers i don.t even know like a quarter of 1 question.. :S seriously i prefer calculus lorr.. sighs*

accounting teacher is damn sarcastic.. i don.t like.. so wat if i allow my friends to copy my work.. at least they did ask me to explain how i got the figure and deng.. they even corrected my mistakes.. baahh.. whatever.. seriously.. i like mrs ngam more..

yesterday around 10 huai nian called.. he said he is coming to pass me something darling chuen asked him to pass to me since before she went back.. said sorry for the late delay.. i happily waited for him till 11.45.. i walked out the gate and know what i saw? i saw darling chuen!! hiding at the side of my gate.. at first i thought i was dreaming.. i thought he brought me some plushie of chuen.. but than i ran and hug her.. so so so haappy..!! yay.. i love surprises :) hehe.. sorry for dressing like some aunty.. hair was so messy and i was wearing sleeping pyjamas cuz plan to sleep right after hn pass me "something" hehe.. i heart darling chuen loads.. when chell told me she is coming back soon i thought it would be in october or something but i didn.t know her soon is so soon.. oh well.. i am happy that she is back.. although i will be busy the whole of next week.. :( nvm.. after my exams we go out everyday hao ma? hugSs* ♥

both of them were outside my gate yesterday.. :) hehe..

darling besties.. sorry i couldn.t go for ur dinner tonight.. daddy didn.t allow me to go.. and he don.t trust my driving.. i mean i almost accident both the days i drove.. samo wanna drive his mercs worr.. yea ryte la.. sure drop into longkang ade wan if i do so.. :S oh well.. i know i damn noobie la.. :p

going car shopping tmr.. maybe.. weeeee~ i hope they get the civic soon.. than i can make-over for my car.. i hope.. haha.. but for now.. gotta stress for one week first.. why? see below..

monday-maths test

tues-nothing yet

wed-accounts test

thurs-piano *sighSs*

fri-econs crapp..

~_*

phOtobLog?

baby pat and me.. ;)

she calls me baby so i call her baby also lorr.. xD

trying to act retarded.. ;P

experimenting with the stuped front camera..
see the colour contrast between the first and this pict?
one so dark..
one so white..
-.-"

meet the couple of the day..
longg expired photo though..
haha..
pink top + black 3 quarter pants..
o.O~
xing you ling xi yi dian tong? ;)

my favourite pict of the day..
the traffic lights..

;)

i enjoy posting up photos rather than typing..

gahh..

i wan a camera!!

oh yesshh.. i just realised what darling besties said is true.. curly hair high maintenance.. one month ade finish the styling thingy.. -.- and hui say she use like 3 months.. wtff.. see la.. long hair punya keburukan.. sSs..

prObatiOn~

i baru dapat my very fugly license today..

but heck..

license is still a license kan..

daddy stuck the more-fugly-than-my-license-P-sticker on my future car adee.. ;)

but he won.t stick it on his car..

cuz he say wait till you can drive first la..

but i wanna drive his big car le deng..

than nobody will bully a small kido like me.. xD

i hate you honda civic..

grrr..

why need to wait 2 effing months to be able to own you..

see la..

now tak boleh buy that car adee..

hmPh..

but if can get sports car or mercs than more worth it..

ngek..

of cuz not those super old modelss wan la.. :)

oh well..

baby, faster get your car..

so i can drivee..

weeeee..

i wan a car~

a pink one.. :)

but dreamm on laaa..

:)

i finished typing a post adee wan..

than this guy teraccidentally off the switch..

wtff..

now i gotta redoretype everything..

firstly, sorry for not blogging for sooo longgg..

same applies to my xanga larr..

i gotta hardcore practise for piano..

sighs.. :S

give the boy a psp equals give his girl money to go shopping..

can-never-stop..

ey biiiii, u play samo i gonna keep till end of sam only give u back..

now u make ur friends addicted to it also..

instead of group studying..

they group playing the psp..

-.-

anywee, good luck and aLL the best for ur test tomorrow baby.. ;) jia you!! i LOVE you.. <3~>

okai.. gotta go for econs adee..

toodLes~

DadDy deAresT

i know ur reading my blog now..

i just wanna tell you..

i LOVE you..

hehe..

and i got no motive wan okay..

;P

hugSs

:S

haiRy pOtTer suCked laa..

the girl damn fugly samo..

memalukan chinese only..

sSs..

but i had a great time with the boy..

and thats all that matters..

oh yeshh..

i am bloody hell grounded till after piano exam..

wtff..

gueSs..

whether i pass or fail?

hehe.. ;P

quite obvious la hor..

the happy photo.. xP

yesshh.. i passed..

when i did bukit was damn scared lorr.. the cars before me all like gagal wan.. so scary ok.. samo the car i got is damn cacated wan.. gotta use 2 hands release the break.. -.- and when i did parking the thing kept mati engine made me sweat like some waterfall nii.. know why? cuz instrctors say parking and 3 point never ever press oil.. just main dengan clutch.. but i think the clutch rosak wan.. but managed to park also la.. i honked damn bloody alot times till the jpj guy screamed at me.. wtff man.. i mana tau he ask me go out not wor cuz got another guy doing parking also.. beetch.. i tot i failed ade wan lorr when my engine mati at the 3 point.. but luckily never.. :) anyways, everyone that did the slope parking and 3 point once got out of the car also sweat like waterfall one.. ;)

yay! can go beli kereta soon..
but not for me wan la..

the other day i told daddy i hate handbreaks cuz damn hard to pull and release and i terseliuh my arms samoo.. he said "i think the most suitable car for u is a mercs la, cuz release handbreak just pull the thingy only and the break kaki is ur handbreak" i was like.. wow.. mercs ahh.. can la.. i wan the sporty one.. slk/clk also boleh.. than i asked "so am i getting one?" he said "no" damn potong lorr.. ish..

he did asked if i wan a suzuki swift..
but wei told me is damn cacated..
so bye cute lil car.. :)

i hope he buys a civic.. damn nice car.. x) who the hell can resist that car man.. wahh.. xD syokk..

and i definitely made few new frens.. ;) 3 of them from taylorss jugak.. hehe..
one from aussie.. came back for hols..
but he gagal..
so gotta redo end of the yr.. :S
renew L again?
poor thing.. :X

praYss

driving test.s tmr..

wish me luckk..

;)

the boyfriend gave me 6 bijis of durians.. yumm.. smells so good mann.. :) it was a ryte decision to go to playland.. weee.. i am a happy kiddo.. xD

just now when daddy came back.. suddenly he cakap.. *the durians your boyfriend gave very nice..*
i was like uhh.. did i hear boyfriend.. first time he calls him the boyfriend..

gahahaha..

oh yeshh.. thankyouverymuchiebaby..
i sayang you banyak banyak..

despite the fact that i won.t be seeing you tmr.. nvm la horr.. i replaced adee.. 2 hours samoo..

sorry i fell asleep while waiting for u to finish gaying with the computer man..

but i know u still sayang me alot kan? haha..

;P